Crazy For You

Chapter Thirteen

Sam's Pov

I was laying in bed that night thinking about everything that happened.

Tonight was just not my night.

I took the girl of my dreams out and then we had a huge fight.

Why does all things bad happen to me?

I didn't want things to go bad tonight.

They couldn't. This could've ruined any chance I have with her.

I don't want anybody else but her. She is the one for me and I finally realized that.

She changed me, in a good way.

I don't understand why she constantly pushes me away from her. I try my hardest to get her all to myself, but it's like she doesn't know what she wants.

Or maybe she does.

She doesn't open up to me at all.

Every time I try to do something nice for her, she's good with it at first and then it all goes down hill from there.

I try to talk to my boys about it and they just don't seem to understand. They don't know what I'm feeling, mostly because they have never truly liked a girl as much as I like Vanessa.

They just tell me to do what my heart tells me to do and see where things go from there and I do that. But she doesn't wanna let me in.

She doesn't understand that she means the entire world to me.

Probably even more then I know myself.

I needed answers. I needed to talk to one of her friends and maybe they can tell me what to do to make her the happiest because I'm sure not doing a good enough job if we fight all the time.

I wanna know everything there is to know about her and maybe then I'll understand why she won't open up to me and let me in. Maybe even why she won't give me a chance.

I got up out of my bunk and walked off my bus. I walked over to Vanessa's bus and knocked on the bus door.

No answer.

Was she sleeping?

I knocked again.

No answer.

I opened the bus door quietly in case she was on the bus and just ignoring the door.

I looked around and didn't hear any sounds. I checked the bunks and nobody. I checked the bathroom, nobody. Lastly, I checked the room that had all her clothes in it, still nobody.

Guess she wasn't on the bus.

I heard a phone ring.

It was coming from a bunk.

I checked all the bunks and finally found her phone. Somebody by the name of Alexia was calling her. Should I answer? This could be my chance. Maybe they were really close. But she would probably tell Vanessa that some boy answered her phone and she would know it was me. Then she would be even more mad at me.

I answered the phone.

"Hello?" I said.

"Who's this?" Said Alexia.

"I'm Vanessa's friend. She's not on the bus so I just answered it for her." I said slightly laughing, hoping she would buy it.

"Oh well can you tell her I called?" She asked slowly.

"Only if you answer some questions for me." I said.

"Like what kind of questions?" She said sounding worried.

"Well it's a really long story but I'm gonna cut it short and say that I basically have the biggest crush on Vanessa and I try so very hard to be with her but all she does is push me away. I don't know what I'm doing wrong here." I said siting down on the couch.

"Listen, I don't feel like I should be the one telling you why she doesn't date. That's not my business to be telling anybody. If you like her so much and if you wanna find out so fucking bad, ask her your damn self. She'll love that you asked her instead of getting it from her friend." She said.

I didn't know what to say.

All of a sudden I heard the bus door open.

I stopped dead what I was doing and threw the phone.

I saw Vanessa walk onto the bus and then look at me. She looked pissed.

"Why are you on my bus?" She said looking at me with hate in her eyes.

"I need to talk to you Vanessa." I said standing up and walking towards her.

"Why? So you can tell me all these nice things again? Sammy, I don't wanna hear it anymore. I get it, you like me. But I will hurt you. I don't wanna hurt you. Even if you may be the one to hurt me first, it doesn't even matter anymore to be honest." She pushed past me but I grabbed her arm and pulled her into my arms.

I wrapped my arms around her and rubbed her back.

"You could hurt me a million times babygirl, but I'd always come running right back to you." I said lifting her face up to look at me.

"I'd probably come running back to you too." She smirked.

"You wouldn't have to come running back." I said and she looked confused.

"What do you mean?" She said.

"I wouldn't hurt you in the first place for you to run away." I smiled.