An Introvert's Love

15

Yura

What the hell did I get myself into? What if he decides to tell this to his friends? What if he reports this to the correspondent? What if I will be given a transfer certificate for using my phone during class hours?

These were exactly the thoughts running through my mind from the moment he snatched away my phone. The worst is he read what I was reading on my phone. In addition to that, he looked so good, so charismatic, dominant and a little cute, and more handsome. His eyes were so captivating, everything about him seemed perfect though I know no one is perfect.

I have no idea what I was really scared for,

Is it cause I was caught using my phone or caught reading something like that or is it because of him?

He made me so nervous. He was kinda scary but at the same time, he was hella attractive.

His voice made me shiver, his closeness made goosebumps all over my body. It was like my whole being was controlled by him. Haha! sounds funny to me! don't drool. I'm just saying what I felt.

And when I went to inform him about the class, he smiled at me, godddd! That smile, my heart picked up rhythm at seeing him smile. It's not the kind of smile you will give to everyone, it's different you are nothing special, don't get your hopes high.

Yeah!

He gave me my phone back and said he saved his number in it. God! I don't even know his name, great.

Presently I am in my room as usual daydreaming. "Yura, come down, Neel uncle is here". I quickly got up and unhurriedly stepped down the stairs, my eyes fixed on the door as my dad walked in first and Neel uncle followed behind him.

My mom smiled at him and asked him how are you anna(elder brother)and he replied he was good with a small smile. I stood behind my mom staring at both my dad and uncle. " Ask uncle how is he!" my mom whispered to me.

Wait! Why should I ask him how was he, already knowing that he is good? I mean what's the point? My mom asked him the same! Anyways I don't want to get in trouble so let me just do it.

"How are you uncle?" I asked him after he was seated on the couch "I'm good ma, and you?" he asked with a little confusion on his face." fine uncle"I smiled.

My mom went into the kitchen to make coffee for dad and uncle. I was about to go after her but uncle stopped me and told me to sit beside dad.

I nodded and sat near my dad." What are you studying?" He asked me still confused. " B.arch, first year," I told him and a genuine smile appeared on his slightly wrinkled face. After that, they both started talking about something so I excused myself from there and went into the kitchen.

Mom asked me to hand the prepared coffees to dad and uncle, I whined at first not willing to do as she said but then she gave me a look that meant something risky. So I gave her a nervous smile and brought the coffees on a tray.

My eyes were strained on the coffee cups as they shook with my every step. Not wanting to spill it over I walked slow and placed it on the table.

I hand over one cup to my dad and another one to uncle, all the while my gaze is at the coffee cup that I was so dumb to not notice the guy sitting beside my dad. "No coffee for me?" He asked looking at me innocently. I am too shocked to say anything. My stomach squirmed seeing him close. Ah!Butterfly, butterfly!

Hearing no response from me he spoke again "never mind, I like tea better though" he said and shrugged. Dad and uncle laughed at his reply.

"Rana dear!, it's been years since I saw you! You are all grown up and handsome!" My dad coughed awkwardly at mom's excitement and rantings.

Wait what?! he is RANA? the guy I once chatted with. The guy who doesn't know about your existence!

"Aww... Aunty, don't make me blush" He waved his hands in the air and in front of my face. I snapped out from my surprise state, went back, and stood near my mom.

I felt so self-conscious and insecure before him. I hung my head down and fidget with my fingers not knowing what to do or say while everyone around me chattered over.

I lifted my head only to meet with his piercing gaze on me! god, was he planning to tell my dirty lil secret to my parents? A wicked smile played on his lips as he heaved his eyebrow and pointed at my dad. I shook my head saying 'no' to whatever he has to say to my dad.

"Uncle" he called my dad and instantly my heart went out of my chest. He's gonna say it, isn't he?

"Yes, Rana?" My dad retorted as Rana eyed me once again before speaking "You look so young to have a daughter at 18 " he said and winked at me. I smiled a little and looked down. My dad hit him playfully on his arms and laughed.

He is so amazing! If I had the thing called 'confidence' I would have never taken my eyes off of him. I could feel his eyes on me now. I felt so nervous.

I peeked at him again, he leaned onto the couch, he stares at me without blinking making me more anxious. Without my knowledge, my eyes found his as we both stare at each other. My heart picks up rate and goosebumps spread throughout my body, the longer we gaze. Okay, so now where did you get this confidence to gawk at him like that? Wait! what am I doing!?

My eyes widened when I came back to reality. Did I just- ah no!

"See ya, tomorrow at college," he said and winked at me before leaving with his dad.