{Four}
'My Angel,
I know when you are reading this, you probably already hate me. So, I would like to apologies, I am sorry I left. I had no choice, and you know that, I would have wanted nothing more in the world than take you with me, but you would have crushed. You would be absolutely broken, even more than me to be honest.
I just wanted to keep you safe, I still do. That is why I left without any type of communication so we could talk or a location where I was. I do not know what happened to me when you find this book, but I hope I am still alive, and I hope you have not drowned in your tears yet.
I will battle this. I still hope you can be by my side, if not I will defeat on my own, it will be a struggle, but I am strong. I must be, I need to fight for the two of us.
I wrote this little logbook as soon as I got the news in case things went south you would have still had me with you.
I love you, do not forget that, and do not forget me. Do not forget to smile, do not forget to drink, and eat, do not forget to say hi to our neighbour, do not forget to make your favourite food in the summer, do not forget to live.
I love you, I'll always will.
-Francis'
Second page of his 'logbook'. Fuck he should not even have written a logbook.
I forgot all of those, accept him of course. I could never.
He should not have left without me; I do not care if it would break me. I want to be with him. Not like this, face to face. To be able to smell his vanilla scent, to feel his soft touches, to taste his sweet lips, to watch his stunning face just for one more time.
It is not fair.
YOU ARE READING
I need you here, why are you not here? If you're not here, where are you?
Short Story''I keep telling myself you are not a villain; you are just a boy. But somehow, I am always wrong. Cause you are a villain, you stole my heart and left with it.'' -Chapter Six TW: SH Alcholism Depression
