I need you here, why are you not here? If you're not here, where are you?

Chapter Six

{Six}

''Your toxic trait? You face everything on your own and do not admit you need help because you would rather struggle than burden other people with your problems.'' I take a deep breath in, and out.

''Stop doing that. You got me here, don't you? The problem is that you are not here, you left. J.B once said, 'The worst way you can leave someone is in silence.' I agree. I would have wanted to go with you if you asked me.'' Putting my glass down I stand up, walking towards the wall with photos. Your happy face on almost all of them. You were happy, I was happy, we were happy.

''I keep telling myself you are not a villain; you are just a boy. But somehow, I am always wrong. Cause you are a villain, you stole my heart and left with it.'' I choose one of the CDs from our collection and put them in the CD player.

Once I hear the first notes I walk to my now empty glass and fill it up again.

''This song reminds me of us.''

I look in my glass before taking a small sip.

''I know that you knew that I knew that they knew, that is why you left, trying to keep me safe from them. Congrats you kept me safe from them but put me in danger for myself. Thanks.''