{Fifteen}
I do not know if I can hold on any longer. You told me to have patience, I did. I waited. You were supposed to come home that day, that was 6 months ago. Where are you?
My face is stained with tears, how am I still crying?
''I feel like I am losing hope. It is so scary.'' I break.
''You promised you would be back, I promised to wait. B-but I do not, I don't know anymore.''
Breathing seems so difficult, it goes to fast, but where is the oxygen? Everything feels so far away, my hands; they do not feel like mine, my body; it feels like its spinning, my legs; they feel empty. The warmth of the red keeps flowing, I cannot stop it anymore.
Why is everything so far away?
With the little power I still have I rip the paper, fold it, grab the pen, and write.
Left from the music, under the stars, you will find me there.
When I am with you, I do not breathe quite right. But without you I do not even know how to breathe.
To forever and never. I will meet you where the stars meet the horizon.
-Forever yours, your dearest one, Amos.
YOU ARE READING
I need you here, why are you not here? If you're not here, where are you?
Short Story''I keep telling myself you are not a villain; you are just a boy. But somehow, I am always wrong. Cause you are a villain, you stole my heart and left with it.'' -Chapter Six TW: SH Alcholism Depression
