Chapter One

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{One}

God, I miss you so much

Much more than I ever could think of
Of course you are not here
Here in my arms
Arms holding you tight
Tight grip I would never let go
'Go' that is what I told you

You were right
Right about everything
Everything it sounds like so much and yet nothing
Nothing is fun without you being here
Here by my side, next to my heart
Heart how are you beating without my light?

Light seems so far away
Away from life, which is where I want to go
Go to hold you, to kiss you
You are the dot to my i
I need you here
Here where you belong.

I wrote, it seems like the only thing I still do. Folding the paper, I walk over to the box with letters I wrote for you.

"Why am I doing this? You won't get them anyway."

Yet I put the small paper, folded in the old wooden box. Life has become lifeless; my mind has become numb for everything. Everything except for you, and that is what I cannot have. You.

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