Untold // C.D.

•chapter 42•

(A/n: listen to one by Ed sheeran while reading this ok asdfghjkl)
(Cameron's POV)
today's Avery's funeral.
Megan and nash told them where it was, so lots of people are going to come.
Im also saying a speach.
I need to hold myself together.
Just for today.
I made sure my quiff was good and my tie was tied all the way.
I went ahead and went towards Megan's room.
I lightly knocked.
"Come in!" She said. She was at her vanity, straightening her hair.
She had on a black skater dress, and light makeup.
Half her hair was wavey and frizzy, the other half stick straight.
"You ready?" She asked.
"Yes" I sighed. "You think they'll laugh at me?" I added.
"No. They care so much about you Cameron. They would never," she reassured me.
I shrugged and watched her straighten her hair until we were ready to go.
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when we got to the service, I could already tell that there were at least a thousand people there.
We walked in, and I saw the coffin,
A lot of fans were lined up to visit. I noticed the coffin was all the way closed.
We got in line to pay our respects.
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Pretty soon, it was time to say our speeches. I was up first.
I brought a prepared speech, but I'm not going to use it.
"Thank you to everyone who decided to come out tonight. Avery was my girlfriend, but mostly my best friend. I loved her, so so much. And I know that she wouldn't want us to cry over her, she would want us to be happy. I don't think she really did understand what a joy she was. She really was and incredible woman. And I miss her terribly,"
I was on the verge of tears.
"I fell like it was just yesterday that we were together. Like it was just yesterday we were meeting each other for the first time and when she fell off her bike and I helped her up. It feels like I spent ten years ago, but it was also such a short time.
I might not be able to love again, I might be so broke to do anything. I might not be able to say the three words i love you to anyone else, but Avery. And I accept that, because Avery is amazing and I'm proud that I called her mine for all this time," I smiled, walking off.
I blinked back tears as I sat down, and megan went up.
Keep it together Cameron. Keep it together.
"Hello everyone. As you may know I am megan, and I was Avery's best friend. I knew her like no one else did. I knew her her whole life. I was the last to talk to her, and first to find out. I wasn't ever expecting it to go like that. I miss her so much. Like cameron said, she was a joy of life and that's how she should be remebered.
Yeah, she didn't have a lot of family and she was really hurt inside. But we were her family and she always kept a positive additude, and that's what I admire most about her. She was my little aves, and that will never change," she sighed and walked off. The preacher came on stage and said some stuff and then it was visiting time again.
Countless of fans came up next to me and asked for pictures, but I just hugged them and told them that today was about Avery.
Today was rough.