Untold // C.D.

•chapter 8•

(Avery's POV)

As I rode home, I thought about what presly said. I wonder if the world won't be better with out me on it. I wonder if I could just slip through the cracks.

No avery. Stop.

You can't do that to megan and her family.

But I would be with mom and dad.

Stop avery.

I feel another tear go down my check.

Avery not right now.

I wipe it and try to keep them from going down. I held my breath and blinked rampidly and it worked.

(A/n: it really does bc that's what I do)

I walk through the front of the house and go straight to my room.

I need my mom here.

I can only think of one person to be a shoulder to cry on.

Cameron.

I need to tell him about everything.

I don't want to, but I have no choice, I don't have anyone else besides megan, but she has already heard it all.

I gave him a simple text.

To cameron: hey if you want we can meet up and talk.

I put my phone down and look around my room. I look at my giant closet and bathroom. My bed, everything that I just want to get rid of and go back to where my mom and I used to live. Where she used to cuddle with dad as they watched movies before I even was in the picture. Before he got deployed and didn't come back.

I got a text back from cameron.

Cameron: ok. We can meet at the frozen yogurt place around here..?

To cameron: sounds good. Be there at 5:30.

It was 4:45 and I needed time to think. Do I really want to do this? I want to be Cameron's friend, but if I spent much time with him presly is going to dig a hole for my to live in herself and push me in it. Cameron's a good kid. But then again, I've only known him for like two days. I just need to be honest and upfront with him.

I'm going to tell him about mom, dad, grandmama, and presly.

He deserves the truth.

A/n its literally 3 am.. What am I doing with my life.