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Avoiding Feelings

Request from @/Noemistay which their account no longer exists, sadly :( but they requested this OS. (survival show AU) hope you enjoy. !!!Also sorry if I don't answer Dms. school and hw is why, but I been sure to check and work on it (REQUESTED ARE OPEN) !!!!
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Everybody was working hard day and night. Espescially 3racha but one was really overwhelm. Jisung couldn't believe after years working his ass off he finally gets close to debut has a group with his members. But one thing he felt more overwhlem is his feelings. The fact that there was a low chance that one of his other members could be eliminated scared him because he has mix feelings for him. He can't accept them because society will view him wrong and will get him more anxious then he already has. After seeing minho at first he just admire him for his dancing but getting close to him each day now that chan choose him to become part of the group he started to feel something for him. He wasn't even gay to begin with.

After founding out he indeed had feeling he couldn't really concentrate now days. But since is the finals he was going to foucs on himslef now.

Everybody was getting ready for their proformance, each unit was getting ready to practice on their vocals, dance steps. Until it was time.  Jyp called them to come out. after all the 9 (for the stake of the scence) members were there they all bow and introduce themselves. After talking about which song they were going to perform they got all in postion ( i forgot which unit perfom but we will go with changbin group first). As they were perfoming Glow, jisung was just staring at minho the whole time his heart racing has heard and saw him sing. He did have such a angel voice wishing that he could debut since this is the last opportunity and telling himslef he will debut but little does he know.

After the song finsh it was his turn next. (fogave me if it is so out of place but i really didn't want to go back and watch the videos :(( )  After all their performance they all gather up again. they waited for a response from jyp. he just clap and said great while they just bow and said thank you.

"So minho i see you imporved your singing"   Jyp said "ahh yes, thank you" minho said back bowing at the same time. "but.. you still lack a little on the high notes and trying to stable your voice well but it stilll sounds good" "ahh yes thank you" Minho said has he bowed "Changbin i love how you rap it was fast but slow yet smooth at the same time wonderful" "thank you" Changbin smiled a bit and bowed to him. "Felix you improved more, your korean lyrics could be heard more which is good but still lack a little though." "thank you" felix smiled and bowed but felt anxious on the inside. 

"ok next up Han Jisung Group"

Timeskip~~

Once everyone went up they all gather up again on stage facing JYP. They were all tense, anxious has either of them could eliminated. "So... After gathering all the results some of the members imporved while other imporved but still lack in some parts. (I will be emlimited felix and minho at the same time ik is not like that but i don't feel like writing all of it either) But unfortunately Felix and Minho won't be conuiting with Stray Kids, you guys have been elimlited." They all let out their breath they didn't know they been holding, looking down at the ground has they lost two memebers "I will be giving you time to say goodbye, I will be taking my leave now then" jyp and bowed and smile at them and they all bowed back. 

Han was the first one to go up to Minho and hug him "Im sorry minho, im sorry" Jisung wishper to him in the ear. Minho hug back tears in his eyes smiling "is okay, is my fault for not working hard enough." One by one each of the started to say their goodbyes. 

Timskipe one week~~

After the both member were gone it wasn't really the same but they knew they had to work extra hard in order to keep going. Han was really out of it though ever since Minho got eliminated he has been himslef he overwokr himself, baerly ate anything some of his members worrried about him but he just says that he is fine when really he is not. He was sad and angry that minho left. Now he felt sad bc until now he still has feeling for him can't stop thinking about it. But he knew he needed to stop. 

JYP call of them to the dance room saying that he had something important to tell them. Once they arrived they were waitng until JYP arrived.  They heard the door open and jyp entered. They all bowed and said hello to him and Jyp did the same. "Ok I gather all of you because there something I wanted to talk about. I notice that you all work hard all this week and I decide to give you all another opportunity to work together, I have talk to them already they agree." They all look confused until "guys please come in" they couldn't believe their eyes as they felix and minho walking in. "I decieded to give you guys another opportunity to debut all together again, I hope you guys do good, Goodluck, well then I will take my leave and let you guys catch up" JYP smiled and bowed and they all bowed back. Once he left they all just smiled to each and started walking towards each and hugging each of them one by one but one member was not really happy about but didn't show them.

Through the week jisung kept ingore Minho or sometimes be saying some not nice words toward him.  Like today as they were practicing minho couldn't get the singing right and han told him "Can't you stop messing up all the times, your suppose to sing it like this not how ever you are doing it. If you wanna debut then do it right or else you will get eliminated again gosh." Han wasn't in the mood today he felt angry he didn't know. He kept ingoring the feeling in his stomach and ingoring all his members. Right now he was working on a song shuting himself out. 

The next day they were all in the dance room practicing hellevator. They were doing all good until minho mess up and  even though he is the main dancer. "Minho stop messing up, your the main dancer come on, we can't mess up." "Im sorry im trying my best" "well your not, my gosh JYP was right about you not imporivng,you don't belong in Stray Kids" Jisung cross his arms and rolled his eyes. Although on the inside han really fely gultiy for saying that to him. Once jisung said that minho had tears on his eyes and ran to the door and got out. "Han Jisung. may I have a word with you in priavite" Chan said has he walk out jisung outside the dance room "Jisung what has been going on with you lately I know something is happeneing to you, you can tell me, im here you know" "Nothing is happing chan juist leave me alone" "No please do tell me or else it could affect all of us" Jisung look at chan and he saw a reassuring face "well...lately i have been feeling lost , Like i don't know what is happening . The ture is that I like mihno but I don't why i feel angry towards him, Chan im not gay and I don't know if they members well accepct me if i am" "Well to say that I doubt the members will think less of you if you are I mean I don't think they will care for all I know they might be gay too and two you should confess your feelings to minho before is too late and maybe there could be a chance that he may like you back."

"You don't have too be angry you should have talk to me and not be angry at minho who did nothing wrong. So i want you to go and confess and apologize to him now" "I don't-" "No, before you finsh that sentence, just go nothing bad will happen trust me." "Ok well then bye" Jisung started looking for him, he look everywhere but one palce which was the the stuido where the pratice. Once he arrived there he open the door and saw minho sitting in the couch crying. Now this time he really felt guilty for saying eveything to him. "Minho" Minho look up to the voice then he turn away "Go away i don't want you here" " Minho im here to apologize juist please hear me out you don't have to say anything." Here goes nothing jisung thought "First of all i just wanna say that im sorry for everyhting i said to you I didn't mean any of it. Im truly sorry for eveything I did. The reason why is because....I- I like you. I was angry at myself for liking you, i was ingoring my feelings and was just getting mad at you and taking out my angry at you. I didn't accecpt myself for liking a boy. I know you don't feel the same about me and that you proably hate now but I just wanted to let you know." Has he walking out, Minho stop him and hug him "Im sorry jisung i didn' know and I do like you too" "Don't be sorry, im sorry i am also Really you do after all the things I did" "yes, i will give you another chance though" "Oh my god thank you minho, I really like you" Jisung hug him and minho hug him back "so will you got out with me?" Jisung asked "yes I wouldn like to go out wiht you" 

After practice they both went on a date. happy eating and talking to each other. After two days Jisung finally confess and now they are both boyfriends. They came out to their memewber but public not yet but until then they are both happy. 

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I had this draft for a lot but i finally publish it how do you think?? I kinda felt sad writing this. I hope you like it also

HAPPY STAY DAY, we are foive now haha ❤🤍

Im out 
-Ciel💙