Anidita Belongs to eachother (complete☑️)

Broken but beautiful night

Bondita : accha bataiye main kiya karu? sab karne ko taiyaar hu main apke maafi ke liye.

Anirudh : then sign divorce papers.

Bondita closed her eyes warm tears were rolling. his words hurting her like hell.

Bondita : okay I will only if I lose to heal you.

Anirudh : do if you can.

He said gritting his teeth. She wipped her tears and pulled him inside the bathroom.

Anirudh : kiya kar rahi ho?

Bondita : agar aap ziddi hain to main bhi apki hi patni hu. apke sath waise hi rehna hoga jaise aap khudh hain.

Anirudh : matlab...

Bondita gestured him to shut and started washing his bleeding hand slowly. Anirudh tried to move his hand but her grip got tightened on his hand.

Anirudh : mujhe nehi thik karna...

Bondita : par main to karke rahungi. kiya lagta hain aap khudko choth dete rahenge? or main roti rahungi? nehi. aap jitni bar dard denge khudko main utni bar thik karungi.

She washed his hand with soap and pulled him out of bathroom then made him sit on bed while she sat infront of him. Anirudh about to got up but she held his hand and pulled out a thorn. Anirudh turned his face culching his eyes in pain and tried to lose her grip but she didn't let him and made him sit again. Even tears drops also rolling on her cheeks. But she was adamant. As she pulling out each thornes he was winching in pain while turning his face and culched her sharee. but didn't made any sound. Bondita also feeling hurt seeing him like that.

Bondita : apki patni doctor hain iska matlab yeh thodi ki aise khudko ghao dete rahenge? Humare bacche ka to soch lijiye. kiya sochenge woh? ke unke baba pagal hain jo khudko choth pouchate rehte hain. kiya sikhenge woh?

Anirudh raised his eyebrows and turned towards her with a jerk thinking what she just said! Bondita also realised what she said in flow and bite her toung. His cheeks getting red. she gave an embarrassing smile.

Bondita : kiya boldiya maine khamakha or awakward kardiya.

She muttered to herself and pulled out the last one but he screamed this time in pain.

Bondita : sorry sorry....

She blew but he moved away his hand and gave an irritating look to her.

Anirudh : doctor ka kaam hota hain choth thik karna naki dard dena. jo tum humesa deti ho!

Bondita : mafi to mang rahi hu kabse... I am sorry na!🥺

Anirudh : sorry? kitna asan hain na? bas sorry keh diya or sab dard khatam hojayega kiya? 4 saal bondita 4 saal se tumahre liye tadapte aya hu or jo dard mujhe hota tha sab ek sorry se bhul jayunga kiya?

Bondita : jitna daant na hain daant lijiye par aise sath maat chodiye.

Aniridh : aab pata chala kaisa lagta tha mujhe? ghootan hoti thi mujhe. din raat bas tumhare bare mein sochta rehta tha. jab maine jeena chodh diya tha tab tum meri zindegi mein ayi or mujhe firse jeena sikhaya meri zindegi khusiyo se bhar di. fir kiyu firse chin li meri khusiyaan? agar aise chodhna hi tha to kiyu tab mera haat pakda? tumne meri anxiety ki problem dur ki or in 4 saalo mein tumhari wajah se attacks ate thei. par main thik kaise karta kiyuki meri doctor hi to meri bimari ka karan thi.

Bondita was just crying in guilt Anirudh continued.

Anirudh : maa ke jane ke badh ek tum hi thi jisne mujhe firse ehsas dilaya ke koi hain humesa mere liye. mujhe samhalne ke liye. mera dard kaam karne ke liye. maa ke jaane ke badh main akele rehna sikh gaya tha. or maine mini se bhi kabhi yeh expect nehi kiya tha ke woh bhi mera waise hi dhiyaan rakhegi. or jab woh bhi chali gayi tab maine reality ko accept kar liya tha or fir muskurana bhul gaya tha or firse wohi toota Anirudh ban gaya. fir humari shadi huyi samay ke sath sath main firse wohi pehele wala anirudh baan gaya bikul waisa hi jab maa thi mere sath. agar tumhe bhi mujhe dard hi dena tha meri zindegi mein fir mere dil ko sookun kiyu diya? waise hi toota hi rehne deti joda kiyu? taki firse todh sako?