Inhumanly Handsome {Muke/Cashton}

Can I ask you something weird?

AN/ Double update because the last 2 updates were so short!!!

Luke pov

I don’t know which one was harder, convincing my mom I could leave the hospital after 4 days or convincing Michael to stay away because he kept making my heart monitor go crazy, the nurses did NOT like that.

It was now Friday once again, I didn’t go to school for the whole week and I was totally fine with that, although part of that week was spent in the hospital. Ashton and I were over at Michaels and Calums place. Michael and I still needed to talk, about everything. We’d been acting like friends and he’d not touched me or anything, not even a hug or whatever.

“Movies? For old times sake?” Calum asks Ashton and I hopefully. I shrug and Ashton nods eagerly.

“Luke, could I talk to you for a minute?” Michael asks me.

“If you must.” I reply, he smiles and grabs my hand, pulling me to his room.

“You read my note?” He asks me, I nod, I still had the note, up in my room.

“I’m really sorry for everything I put you through.” He tells me.

“Did your fangs come out, that time you pulled away from me? Is that why you wanted Calum and you left?” I ask him, sitting down on his bed and pulling my legs up to my chest. He walks up and down his room as he nods at me. I had thought about what I wanted and needed to know so I was sort of prepared.

“I couldn’t let you see them, I couldn’t show you the monster I am.” He admits to me.

“I seem to be taking it very well.” I tell him.

“Except for your heart stopping and shit.” Michael replies with a chuckle.

“Yeah, let’s forget about that.” I laugh.

“Fuck I’ve missed your laugh!” Michael says, he comes to sit next to me on his bed.

“Can I ask you something weird?” He asks me.

“You can ask me anything.” I reply.

“Can I listen to your heartbeat? I’ve missed the sound so much.” He whispers, I nod slowly and move my legs. He places his head on my chest and sighs happily, wrapping his arms around me.

“So ehm your heart it doesn’t…” I trail off.

“It no longer beats.” Michael replies, not lifting his head up off of me.

“Then, how do you feel. Like I mean, do you feel anything?” I ask him.

“I feel with my brain. The jealously I felt when you were with Brady, chemical reactions in my brain. The lo- the amount of hurt I felt when I left and when you rejected me, chemical reactions in my brain. The attraction I feel towards you, when you smile, when you laugh, when you look at me with those big blue eyes, chemical reactions in my brain. When I nibbled your lip with the piercing and you moaned for me, reaction in my dick.” He says, then he laughs as I slap him.

“So fucking romantic, asshole.” I huff at him.

“Hey, don’t speak ill of the dead!” He says, raising his head up to look at me.

“EW! I’ve been having dirty dreams about a dead guy! EW EW EW!” I scream, only just realizing this.

“HEY! My brain isn’t dead you know, I’m not all dead! I still have blood flowing through my veins, just not the same type as yours.” Michael huffs, glaring at me, but then he smiles. His eyes burning brighter as he licks his lips.

“You’ve had dirty dream about me?” He asks.

“Yes and you know what! Remember my incident?” I ask him.

“Ow yeah, Daddy remembers that.” Michael whispers, leaning closer to me.

“No, don’t.” I say, pushing my hands against his chest to push him away.

“I’m sorry.” He replies, he runs a hand through his green hair and then sighs.

“I just don’t want you to do that and then walk away again, not again.” I truthfully admit to him.

“I’m not going anywhere this time.” He says to me, sincerity in his voice.

“Yeah right, you can’t stay here Michael, people would know that you don’t age!” I tell him.

“Then you can move with me!” He says.

“Ow yeah and I’ll end up being the dirty old guy, messing with the teenaged boy! That can get me sent to prison you know!” I tell him.

“According to my fake ID’s I’m 18!” Michael says, huffing at me.

“Yeah that makes it much better.” I say, rolling my eyes at him.

“Come on baby, I’ll be here to watch you grow old, be here until your heart stops beating. I’ll be here, because I don’t want to let you go.” He tells me.

“Why not change me then? Let me be like you!” I say, this makes him stand up and glare at me.

“NO! I’m a monster Luke, I’m not pulling you in to this shit! It hurts so much, the need to feed is unbearable! You’d have to leave your family behind, you’d have to give up on your life. I’d never give up on the beat of my heart if I had a chance. It’s the most amazing sound in the world, right next to your voice. I’d kill myself 100 times over if I could get my heartbeat back, or finally leave this damned place. It’s a dark world in my point of view Luke, and I’m not pulling you in to this. You’ll hate yourself and you’ll hate me for doing this to you. Trust me baby, you don’t want this, I’m willing to go anywhere with you and be with you till the end, but don’t wish for your end to come like mine did.” Michael says to me, I gasp at the blood trickling down his cheek.

“Ow and I cry blood by the way.” Michael adds with a laugh.

“Ok, thanks for informing me.” I reply, I look down at my hands, and play with the hem of my shirt.

“Are you willing to let me stay, be with you even when you get old? Even when you can barely see me through your clouded eyes, and you can’t move without my help? Let me be there for you and take care of you until your last days.” He begs me.

“What about after that? When I’m gone in like 70 years? What about you, I don’t want you to miss me.” I tell him.

“I’ll find a way to end myself, I’ll find a way. I swear because losing you will mean losing myself again. Not even Calum’s blood will keep me sane. I don’t know how to do it, or how long it will take me to find out but I’ll do it.” Michael says.

“How often will we have to move?” I ask him.

“Like once every 3 or 4 years I guess.” Michael says with a shrug.

“That’s a lot.” I tell him, he nods.

“I understand if you’re not up to it, I just know that I can’t not have you with me.” He tell him.

“Well I don’t know, why should I promise the rest of my life to a guy that left me heartbroken. You rejected me, acted like an asshole and then you left without even saying goodbye. Give me 1 reason as to why I should just welcome you back with open arms?” I ask him.

AN/ So Luke is back and fine and Muke is sorting things out!!! Do you think Luke would be ok with moving every 3 or 4 years? Do you think they could make it work with Luke growing old and Michael staying the same age? If that fair? 

Everybody reading this comment 1 reason why Luke should let Michael come back and/or a reason he shouldn't accept Michael back!