Inhumanly Handsome {Muke/Cashton}

Luke baby, I love you so much.

AN/ I would like to tell you yo enjoy this update, but you won't so I shan't. Get your torches and pitchforks ready :s

Michael pov

"Fuck off Michael! I don't want you near me! Just, leave me alone! How could you do this to me?" Luke screams at me, I held my head down low because I felt embarrassed for what I'd done. How could I do that to my Luke, my baby.

"Luke please, you're so fucking annoying sometimes, and so dramatic, just please let me explain this!" I beg him.

"NO! You heard what I said, you're DEAD to me Michael!" He yells at me, He then stomps away from me, out of the house we were in. I looked around, red clouding my vision and all I wanted was Luke but he wouldn't forgive me, not after what I've done.

I was back at my place, crying into Calum's arms when suddenly there was a pain going through my chest. Like something pierced through my heart. Calum held onto me as my back arched at the pain, then my vision went black for a slight second.

"LUKE!" I screamed, scrambling to get out of Calum's hold on me.

"Michael what's wrong?" Calum asks me.

"It's Luke, something happened!" I tell him, I didn't care that I was shirtless and just in sweats, I ran out of the house, it was dark outside but I didn't care. I could see perfectly fine, the only problem was that I had no idea where I was supposed to go.

"What's wrong Michael?" Calum asks me, he was standing next to me.

"I can't find him, Calum I can't feel Luke. I can't feel him." I whisper, feeling the watery heat of blood at the corners of my eyes. This was wrong, this was all wrong.

"What do you mean you can't feel him Michael, close your eyes and let your feet lead you to him." Calum says, I close my eyes and think about Luke but I can't move. I can't find him, I can't feel him.

"I can't." I whisper, Ashton comes running out of his house a few minutes later, Liz comes out of her house, they spot us and Ashton runs over.

"Luke..." Ashton cries, not getting another word out, sirens are heard so I follow them, I needed to follow them. I got to the scene, sirens all over the place. People were crying as I pushed my way through the crowd.

"LUKE!" I scream at my love. His body lay limp on the ground, I tried to get to him but people held me back.

"That's my fucking boyfriend! Let me see him!" I begged, I pushed past them since I'm stronger than them anyway. I got to Luke, looking over his pale body, there was blood everywhere and his head was bent in an unnatural way, I didn't feel him. Even this close to him I couldn't feel a thing, meaning he was gone.

"Luke!" I sobbed, crouching down and pulling his body against me.

"No baby no." I whispered, I cut open my wrist and gave him some blood without people noticing because I was holding him that close to me. Nothing worked, my cut healed and I sat there, begging for his heart to start beating again. Nothing.

"Luke please baby, please don't leave me. I love you." I beg him, I hadn't told him, it didn't feel right before, there wasn't a moment. Now it was too late, he'd never hear me say how I really feel and I'll never hear those 3 words come from his lips.

"Turn him!" I heard a voice, I looked up and saw Calum staring at me, he was holding onto Ashton tightly, next to him was Mrs. Hemmings with Ben and Jack. I looked around at the rest of the scene, a car, the ambulance people helping whomever was sat in the big black hummer.

"Now Michael." Calum's voice rang through my head, I shook my head. No matter how much I wanted Luke to be mine forever and how much I loved him I couldn't pull him into this. I was not taking his fire away from him, he was the light in my life and I refuse to take that away from him. Of course his light had gone out but I will not put this darkness into him. Plus he broke up with me, he hates me so what makes Calum think he'll want to become like me, all he'll do is run off anyway and I'll never find him ever again.

"Luke baby, I love you so much. I always have, since the moment I first laid eyes on you. I'm so sorry for everything that happened. That guy kissed me, I know I should have pulled back, I don't know why I didn't. I have no excuse for not pushing him away but I love you, with all of my heart. It beats only for you and now it will never beat again, just like yours. I'm so sorry." I whisper to him. People came and pulled me off of him. They carried him away and I just stood there. Nobody noticed the blood smeared on my face, they must have thought it was Luke's it wasn't, it was my tears and I let them run freely.

 "Michael." Liz whispers as I stand at his closed coffin, Liz chose for it to be closed because she couldn't face him.

"I'm so sorry Liz." I whisper back, I grab hold of her hand and I didn't care how cold I was. I knew it was what was meant to be done. I'd never been to a funeral before, never did I wear a suit but I got one for today.

We didn't speak another word to each other after that and that night I left, I couldn't be in that house any longer. I couldn't see Ashton because he was broken, he looked so, dead actually. The color in his face and eyes were gone, he didn't smile or giggle. All he did was frown and cry, I understood because I did the same but it wasn't Ashton's fault Luke was no longer with us. I let him leave, I didn't follow him, I couldn't get to him on time.

I went to his grave before leaving, sitting down next to his tombstone.

"I'm sorry for everything Luke, I wish you were still here so I could tell you. I love you, I wished you were still with me. I want you to come back to me, and right now I wished I had changed you. Being the reason of you becoming a monster like me seems better than being the reason I'll never see you again. It's sinking in that I'll never see you smile again, I'll never see your eyes sparkle when you look at me. I'll never ever be able to hear your laugh again or how you said my name. I'll never forgive myself for doing what I did and for letting our last words be what they were. I'm sorry for letting you go, I should have held on to you because you're the only thing to have ever made me happy, well I had Calum but you made me feel loved and it's that kind of love that people dream of, yet when the time came I just let you slip away. I shouldn't have let you slip away baby, I shouldn't have let you go. Anything is better than living my eternity without you. I want to end it, I do but it's hard to end my life. I know for a fact I'll never see you again, I don't believe in the afterlife, if I did I know you'd be in heaven and I'd be in hell. The end won't come like a dream to me, I want to remember your face and your laugh. I know you'd want me to keep living, for Calum and Ashton, I know you'd not want me to end it so soon. I'm moving away, but Ashton and Calum are staying until they graduate, I'll be in the house in the woods in case you want to come haunt me." I chuckled and then sighed deeply.

"I'm sorry for not being there to save you this time, after you did so much to save me. Every time your heart sped up because I kissed you, it made my heart feel like it was beating, my heart was beating just for you and now, now I'll never feel that way again, I'll never feel your heartbeat in my chest anymore. We were one Luke, you and I, we were one and our hearts beat as one. You'll always be my only love, you're my heartbeat Luke and I'll love you always." I ended my talk, standing up and heading out.

If only I'd noticed the pair of familiar bright blue eyes that I'd not seen in over 200 years, lurking in the shadows, listening to my every word.

 AN/ I'm sorry for killing Luke :( I'm sorry for this being the last chapter, epilogue will be up tomorrow yeah :S Who's bright blue eyes were in the shadows though and what do those bright blue eyes have anything to do with the story? Yes the epilogue is out tomorrow and there's somebody new in the story hehehehe ^^