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❝ 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐫, 𝐢'𝐦 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬
𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐫 —𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐫 ❞

🪽➶.✧༄

heartbroken, alienated, angry, and confused.
those were a few words that could describe how felix
lee was feeling. tears trail after him as the news of
chan's engagement was announced to the world;
making it known to the public that stray kids' heart
throb was off the market and happily anticipating
a wedding with his fiancée; his female fiancée that is.

spiraling from learning of chan's lies,
felix feels his world crumbling beneath him as
he traverses seoul's nightlife; he didn't
think it could worse, till flower petals passed
through his lips instead of words.

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𝐊𝐀𝐈 𝐇𝐔𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘶𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳

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𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘶𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳

WARNINGS !
angst, angst, angst, angst
triggering scenes
mental health discussions
rage inducing scenes
an emotional roller coaster
homophobia
internalized homophobia
stray kids being assholes
boypussy felix
gender or sex swap
heterochromia
crossdressing
feminization
hanahaki disease

NOTES !
reminder that this is a fanfiction, it's fiction, fake. what i write isn't an actual description of any of the idols in real life. i'm in no way trying to portray them in a defamatory way, as this is how i chose to write the characters —i've experienced beforehand that readers can't differentiate between characters and idols in real life. so as a kind reminder, don't take things to heart as again, this is a work of fiction.

also, i'm a college student and i have a job that requires a lot out of me, so updates while as slow as they are, i will try to make them as frequent as possible! i'm also trying my best to make every update at least — emphasizes on that — 2k+ words.

enjoy reading!
xoxo, lili <333

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