Napamulat ako ng mga mata ko at habol hininga akong napahawak sa dibdib ko.
H- Hindi ako makapaniwala sa nakita ko.
T- This Amelia!! Is so different from me!!!
Papaano???
"You lost your memories."
It was not a statement but a fact.
Hawak ko parin ang dibdib ko ay tinignan ko si Liolel. Nakatingin lang sya sakin na para bang napakalaki kong misteryo.
Ei, sa totoo naman. Kahit nga ako hindi ko alam papaano nangyari toh.
Papaanong nabuhay muli ako pero sa ibang mundo?? O ito ba ang purgatoryo ng Dyos??? Pero hindi naman Ito sinasaad sa bibliya.
Hindi ko alam anong nangyayari sakin. Ang mundong ito. Imogen ay kakaiba.
Lumapit sya sakin. Kinuha nya ang mga kamay ko. "You didn't just lost your memories of that night, but also the memories from you're childhood."
Malungkot na ngumiti ako sakanya. Wala siguro syang alam.
"Y- You. When I saw you earlier. I didn't expect you to come here at all."
Talaga ba? Eh sa nakikita ko kanina mukhang alam nya naman na nandito ako.
"I see, you changed. A big changed." Big change.
Nakikita ko ang ibig nyang sabihin. Papaano ba ako naging Amelia in the first place??
Another planet ba toh o nasa isang pasulit ako ng dyos. O talaga ngang na reincarnated ako sa isang parallel universe.
"You look strong, clever, elegant and well mannered." Gusto kong matawa sa sinabi nya. Sa sinasabi nya parang yung dating Amelia ay ang kasalungat ko.
Oo naman. I am just a girl from other world. I am sure the former Amelia is much more greater than me. I consider myself good.
"But the former you, I'll mannered, spoiled brat, rotten and I hate to say this. Your attitude is very shameless."
Enk! Ano?!
Ahem.
Namula ako sa narinig ko.
Liolel chuckled for the first time. "Ofcourse she is. Throwing herself at every man she find attractive. What Amelia wants, Amelia gets. That's what the Emperor Volkzki's motto when you're mother died. To make you happy. But he little did he know, you're turning yourself into another person."
Cause I am another person.
Gusto kong sabihin yun pero hindi naman yata yun pwede. This is a secret.
My existence in Amelia Windsor body.
"That's what you know about the former me?" Tanong ko sakanya.
I want to know more about the other Amelia. He seems to know alot about it.
The last, he knows alot of things in the past. But I am not sure if is still, in the present and future. His just stuck on the past I guess.
He guided me to stand up and now we sat on the sofa.
He pour me some water and I drink it.
I need it for now.
We have to talk about that man. The man that Amelia seduces. I feel sorry for that guy.
"Amelia. The man you're looking for is Emperor Azriel Mountbatten. At your birthday before we arrived. We actually had a mission that I can't tell you cause it's confidential." Confidential?
Tinignan ko sya ng maayos.
Hindi ba sa mga palabas, pag may nag sabing confidential ay malaking sekreto yon?
Pwes, naiintindihan ko sya.
Kasi tulad nya, may confidential facts rin akong iniingatan.
Tumango lang ako bilang apg sangayon at hindi na gustong malaman ang bagay na yon.
Kaya pala ang dali nyang magpadala sa pang aakit at tukso mg former Amelia. Wala rin sya sa katinuan. That's why he give in.
Pero gusto kong malaman.
"You were drunk and Emperor Azriel Mountbatten is drugged with aphrodisiac. That's why In order for him to be cured. Heat is needed." Umiwas sya ng tingin sakin .
Wow. Cure? Ang pakikipag sex ba cure sa aphrodisiac??? Madre lang ako pero hindi ako Tanga para hindi alam kung ano ang aphrodisiac.
Pero kahit ganun, pilit kung iniintindi ang pangyayari.
Napatikom lang ako nang bibig. Hindi ako makapagsalita sa nalaman ko.
"Wag kang magalit Amelia. Think about it. You were drunk and the emperor is drugged. Both of you didn't mean it. And also both of you are not on you're right state that time." Pahayag nya pa.
Sumasakit ang ulo ko sa nalaman ko. Papaano ko iiexplain sa mga ang nangyari?
When they grow at tulad ng sinabi ni Liolel. We made you two, we are not on our right mind we and didn't mean it.
Parang sinabi nya na rin na hindi na we didn't mean to make my children.
Yon ba yon??
Hindi ko iniisip ang sasapitin ko sa mangyayari, iniisip ko ang mararamndaman ng mga bata.
Bago palang ako naging Ina.
Ito ang unang pakiramdam ko na may mayakap at natawag na anak.
Masarap sa pakiramdam at napakagaan ng puso.
Napangiti ako at pinahid ang tumulong luha sa mga mata ko. Naiiyak na pala ako?
Ha,
Tinapatan ko ang tignin ng pinsan ko. "Liolel, we have children."
Tumango sya sakin bilang pagunawa.
He glance at me with ashamed and pitiful look. "And he need to take responsibility and also, I. I have to take responsibility as well. Wala akong alam na magkaanak kayo."
Dapat lang. Silang dalawa lang ang nakakalaam sa nangyari.
Pero may Isa pa akong tanong.
Hinawakan ko ang kamay ni Liolel. "Nang nangyari sa gabing iyon, kahit na his drugged. Sure naman akong alam nya na may nangyari sa amin hindi ba?"
Sa mga testimony ng witness! Alam kong yung Emperor Azriel ang tumakas. Sya ang unang nagising sa aming dalawa.
Tumakas sya.
"Yes he knows you. But when I talk to him about it. He didn't say anything. And that is our last meeting. Just that morning and it's ending. I haven't seen him for 5 years already."
Napahininga ako ng malalim. Alright. Alright.
I have to make a big move now. Kailangan kong malaman kung sino ang Emperor Azriel na yon?
Emperor pa talaga. Napakagaling mo talaga Amelia! Emperor pa na dali mo!
"I have a mission. And that's mission is to find my children's father and present him as a gift to there birthday."
Kumunot ang noo nya. "Birthday?"
"Yes. And you as a shameful person who just let us sleep together will help me get him before the birthday started."
It's guilty tripping. Mabuti nalang talaga na tutunan ko toh sa lessons ko sa Windsor Empire.
BINABASA MO ANG
Once A
Fantasi(Under Editing) A nun was transmigrated as Princess Amelia Windsor. Never on her life she hoped and wishes to raise her children alone in the middle of a place she never knew that exist. Join Amelia on her bewildering journey to Imogen.