Jungkook grew up in a house where love died the day his mother did, along with his brother Yoongi and sister Everly, they learned that love only exists between a man and a woman, and Jungkook learns the hard way not to go against his fathers rules...
After we made sure Ev was comfortable and ready for bed, Jin and I went back to our room, "babe, that was my dad who called, he wants to see us tomorrow morning." "About what", he asks concerned. "Not sure, he didn't say", I say wrapping my arms around him and resting my chin on his shoulder. "Think he knows about us", Jin asks turning in my arms and kissing me. "I'm not sure but I know I will have to stand up to him sometime because I love you too fucking much not to", I say. "So you will fight for us", he asks.
"I will", I press my lips to his and he opens allowing me access, I push him backward toward the bed and lay him down, removing his clothes and then mine. I made love to him, pouring all of my feelings into it, letting him know that I am madly deeply truly in love with him, after several hours of love making I held him in my arms as he slept. The moonlight laid on his face perfectly making him look more angelic then he already does, I'm the luckiest guy in the whole world that this boy wants and loves an old man like me.
The next morning I dress for work while Jin helps Everly pack her stuff, I'm nervous about meeting my father, my gut is telling me it's not good. When I walk into the kitchen I see Jin making breakfast and Ev drinking her orange juice, Jin was appalled by my lack of food in the house that he had groceries delivered, "good morning Yeobo."
"Good morning love", he says wrapping his arms around my neck and kissing me. "Morning Ev, ready to go back home", I ask pouring myself some coffee. "Aye brotha, but it's not my home, I consider my home where you and Jin are", she says making me smile, she has never been this open with her feelings, Jin and Ben have really made a difference in her life.
We arrive at the mansion and make our way to my fathers office while Susan takes Everly to her room, I knock on his door and when he says to come in he tells me to leave Jin in the hallway until he is ready for him. I can't believe my eyes when I see my cousin Hoseok sitting there I start to panic, "what did you want to see me about father." He throws an envelope on the desk and points to it, "I'm giving Hoseok the company." I grab the envelope, "why Hoseok." "That's why", he says pointing to the envelope again.
I open it and see pictures of Jin and I at the park with Ev and Ben, we are close but not doing anything intimate, "because I went to the park with Ev and Jin, what's the big deal." "You are sitting awful close don't you think", he says getting angry. "Who cares, we sat next to each other", I argue. "STOP LYING TO ME JUNGKOOK", he screams, "a cheetah can't change his spots no matter how many times you beat him, you like guys and you always will, you like Jin, how could you not, I'm not blind."
"It's not like that father, he is just Everly's nurse, I am engaged to Gianna and will be married soon", I say wanting to kick myself for the lies that are coming out of my mouth. "Tell him to come in", my father says. I get up and open the door, I can't even look him in the eyes, "he wants to talk to you." He walks in looking professional and stoic as always, he bows, "good morning Sir." I feel sick to my stomach because I know where this is going.
Seokjin
"I called you here to talk about your termination, if you speak with Susan she will give you your compensation", he says with no emotion. "You don't have to do this father", Jungkook says. My heart drops to my feet, he knows and now it's time for him to clean up the mess, starting with me, "may I ask why." "Do you really need a reason", he asks staring daggers into me, "if you must know I don't want someone like you around my son, I saw the way you looked at him at dinner the other night, Jungkook you can leave us, take Hoseok to the office and show him around."
I feel his eyes on me but I just look straight ahead, not even acknowledging him. "Aww isn't that a shame, as you see he didn't even put up a fight stay and defend you, he didn't choose you Seokjin, he will never choose you, you are insignificant in his life, you were a weak moment for him, so pack your shit and get out." I stick my shin out, determined not to cry as I turn on my heel and head for the door to walk out, my heart breaking because he he's right, he didn't stay and fight for us, he didn't even try.
I grab my suitcase and start throwing everything I brought into it trying to hold in the tears, I refuse to cry but I know that I will surely miss Everly and falling in love with Jungkook was one of the best things I have ever done in my life, I will never regret it, even though it was just for a short time I know I will love him always. When I came out of the bathroom with my things Jungkook was there, "what do you want." "Jin please, I am so sorry, I cant let Hoseok have my moms company, please just wait for me and I will make this all right, you'll see", he pleads.
"I'll see, I'll see, I saw the way you walked out of that office the minute you were told without so much as an argument on why you should stay, I'm sorry Jungkook I refuse to anyone secret anymore, I was kicked out of my house by my father for liking guys and now I am getting kicked out of your fathers house for the same reason, what will you do keep me hidden in your apartment, run into another room when someone knocks on the door, I love you with all my heart Jungkook but I cant do that", I say letting the tears come. He pulls me to him and hugs me tight, "don't leave me Seokjin, please tell me you believe in me." I fist his shirt in my hands, "I have always believed in you and I always will but until you figure this out, I cant be with you, I wont be your dirty little secret Jungkook."
I walked out of that mansion with my head held high but as soon as I walked into my sisters house I broke down and cried and it felt like I might never stop, I texted my sister telling her that I was at her house and what had happened, she said we would talk as soon as she got home. I sat in my room in the dark and scrolled thru my texts with Jungkook and when I stop at a picture he sent me recently, I couldn't help but smile.
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My head spins when I think about how lucky I was that this gorgeous man was mine but I'm also angry at him for making me believe that my love was enough and in the end he chose his beastly father anyway.
