I have known Embry and Quil since Kindergarten. There are a few girls at school who are jealous of the relationship I have with Embry. I have always been closer to him than I have Quil. Well, was, anyways. I haven't seen or heard from Embry in two weeks. He missed some school and then started hanging out with Paul and Jared. He completely dropped Quil, Jacob, and I. Ever since then I haven't been able to look at him. Embry and I had a thing where we knew the other had feelings but we never actually told each other about our feelings. Now when I look at Embry all I feel is the heart break from him leaving me so easily.
Quil made me sit with him today because Jacob isn't here. I have been avoiding the cafeteria so I don't see Embry but I can't leave Quil to be on his own. He makes the worst decisions when he is alone. Quil was looking at a table behind me. I could see the anger on his face which is a new thing for him. He hardly ever gets mad about anything.
"We should go somewhere else." Quil said.
"Why?" I asked.
I know there would have to be a good reason for him to leave the cafeteria. I turned around to see what he was looking at and I instantly regretted that choice. I saw Embry sitting with Jared and Paul. That isn't anything new but the girl practically hanging on Embry was. Embry and I locked eyes and I instantly felt my heart shatter. My vision turned blurry so I turned toward Quil.
"Can we leave and go to my house?" I asked.
"I would but I can't miss math. I'm already failing." He said.
I nodded. I understand that he needs to be here at school. I can't blame him for needing to stay. My grades are all fine so I don't have to worry about that.
"I'm going to head home." I said.
"Alright. I will stop by after school to check on you." He said.
"Thank you Quil." I said.
He gave me a sad smile. He knows how much I like Embry. There was even a time when I let it slip to Quil that I was in love with Embry. I gathered up my things and made my escape out of the cafeteria. I was almost to my locker when I bumped into someone. I was expecting to hit the floor but the person put their arms around me to keep me from falling. I felt as if shocks or sparks were going off under my skin where the person was touching me. I looked up and saw Embry.
"Are you alright Sarah?" He asked.
I thought back to what I had seen in the cafeteria. I stepped away from him which caused his arms to fall down to his sides. I cleared my throat before I started talking.
"I'm fine. I'm just going home." I said.
"Why? Did something happen?" He asked.
I could hear the concern in his voice but at the moment the only thing I wanted was to get as far from him as possible.
"I'm fine Embry. Go back to your friends." I said.
I walked away from him and went to my locker. I put everything in my locker and then walked away. I felt like I couldn't get out of the school fast enough. I don't drive so I have to walk home. Normally Quil walks with me but I don't blame him for staying behind. He needs to be at school and it's not like he is the one with the broken heart. I knew that I was walking alone but I didn't feel alone. I looked around but I didn't see anyone else following behind me. I kept walking and trying to ignore the presence I felt behind me. The walk to my house never seems very long but today it felt like it went on for forever. I finally made it to my house. I went in and went straight to my room. I laid on my bed and hugged a pillow to my chest. I tried not to cry but I couldn't stop the tears from falling. I heard my window slide open. I looked over and saw Embry sneaking in like he used to. I looked back and shoved my face into the pillow. I felt him sit on the bed and then he took the pillow away from me. I sat up and leaned against the head board. I looked down so he couldn't see me crying. He put his hands on my cheeks and made me look at him. He brushed my tears away with his thumbs. I could see the heart broken look on his face. I leaned back more so he wasn't touching me anymore. I felt the anger of the past two weeks come rushing back.
"How could you?" I asked.
"What?" He asked.
"You left us. You left me. The one who has been in love with you for years and you just left like you didn't care at all. Like I meant nothing to you." I said.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." He said.
I grabbed my pillow back and hugged it to me.
"Just go back to your new friends Embry." I said.
"I'm not leaving you again." He said. "Come with me."
"Why?" I asked.
"I can show you why I wasn't allowed to talk to you." He said.
He stood up and then held a hand out to me. I took it and let him pull me up off the bed. He pulled me with him and we went to the back yard.
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Twilight wolves
FanfictionI wanted to write a fanfic about all the wolves from twilight and give the ones who don't have imprints someone to love so they aren't lonely while everyone else has imprints. the twilight parts all belong to Stephenie Meyer. I only own my OC's. I h...