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Sudden Kiss - Chapter 47

Joohyun

I couldn't even think of anything to do. I wish I'll just fade away and never returned to this tough world. Of all people why does it have to be his mom. Why?
What am I supposed to do now.

I wanna see my brother but he's so far away. I don't wanna say this news to him. This will shock him for sure. I need to see him.

"I'm glad that you have finally calmed down." Jin said with worries on his voice. I have so many questions to ask but I have no energy to ask about it. So many questions have been bugging my head. I don't know what to ask first. All I know is that I miss my parents, my dad and mom.

"I'll give you a ride. I'm sorry if I showed them to you so sudden. For now take a rest and I'll- " I couldn't even bring myself to listen to anything that he says.

"Seokjin, I want to go home. Alone." I left him alone in the company. Of all the people I don't want people seeing me in my worst state. I just want to be alone.

Maybe this is the worst and the most heartbreaking day of my life. Even the sky is crying with me.

I was really alone tonight. All I'm hearing now is the cars on there way to where their destination is. I've been walking for so long, soaked and cold in the freezing rain.

It's cold but the pain that is piercing my heart is more dominant to my what I'm feeling right now.

How I wish walking in the rain will drown me to death. How am I supposed to meet Junmyeon now. He did nothing wrong but I can't just act as if everything is alright. I lost my parents because of his mom.

Seokjin

back then, I would always dug every information I could get for her parents case. Until now I never stopped. We broke up but my feelings for her never stopped. She never asked me to do it, infact she didn't know I was investigating her parents case.

She would always talk about her parents back then. I asked her when could I meet them and she stopped talking all of a sudden. Sadness was so visible to her face.

I figured out something bad might have happen to them, so I didn't bother asking more about her parents to her. Until one day she got so drunk and talked about them. I felt responsible for seeing her drink that much. Maybe she did that to build some courage to open up about that topic.

I found out they were a victim of car accident. It broked me. So I promised myself that I will do everything to bring justice to her.

She once caught me investigating about them and she got mad at me for doing that for her. She's just afraid that investigating about it will bring danger to me.

Without her permission I continued digging more about it. One time on my way going back after my investigation, I almost got into a car accident and Joohyun didn't talk to me for almost three days. She really didn't see me. She didn't even check how am I.

She was so furious when she finally got a chance to talk to her. I needed to corner her because she won't even pay attention to me.

When I finally calmed her down, she burst into tears. I feel like the worst person in the world that day for making her cry out loud.

She was so scared to lose me to like how she lost her parents.

I know she wants me to stop interfering with that case but, I just can't stop myself from bringing justice to her.

I've never seen her like that cry before. But now she cried a lot than before after hearing the truth. I shouldn't have told her that quick. I hope she didn't cried so much because of the fact that she's Junmyeon's mother. This was all because of Junmyeon. Why does he always have to make me mad.