Chapter 8: Emotions

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When Jude said he liked Isaac I filled up with anger and jealously. After I left Jude's house I couldn't stop thinking about Jude and how my emotions for him where increasing. I knew I liked Jude.

I wanted to tell him so bad but my dad would beat me if he found I was gay.
I cry at the thought that I could never be myself or happy because of my dad. If my dad wasn't such a homophobic jerk I could be happy with Jude but I can't.

I cry and cry until I eventually fall asleep. The next morning I wake up, get ready and go to school. After I get to my first class I see Jude and Isaac talking. Throughout the whole period they talked non stop. I get completely filled with jealously and anger.

My last period I don't have Jude so I don't have to listen to Isaac and Jude talk. During class I think to myself.
I think about Jude and Isaac. Jealously fills over me for the 100th time today. I finally come to the point where I finally decide I'm gonna tell Jude. I'm gonna tell him how I feel about him and I'm gonna make a move.

After the final bell rings I go look for Jude. I look around but I see no Jude. I look everywhere until I look behind the gym. When I look behind the gym I see Isaac lean in and kiss Jude on lips.

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