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OKAY, IM SORRY, BUT IM HITTING YOU WITH THE ANGST AGAIN,

BUT I PROMISE ILL MAKE IT UP TO YOU WITH A FLUFF LATER <3

TUBBO'S POV:

It's been a week since he's passed..

My days have been filled with nothing but grief and misery..

But I figured that it had to be done sooner or later.. So I decided to go through some of his things.

I take a deep breath before entering my crowded basement that I had piled with boxes upon boxes of his belongings...

At this point, I've cried so much that I've become unaware of when it happens..
So I touch my cheek, realizing that there were rapid tears streaming down them. A feeling that was all too familiar.

I fall to my knees in front of one of the boxes on the floor, staring down into the box that was filled with his valuables.

I dug around in the box, sorting through it all and trying not to sob.

Eventually when I got the bottom, I saw something familiar...

A dark leather book with large writing on the front of it that said
"DO NOT READ"

I feel my breath become even more shaky as I pick up my dearest husband's memory book..

I realized that I had never actually looked inside the book before..
But there was a book mark in one of the pages..

I take another deep breath before slowly opening to the marked page...

To my surprise, I find that it's a written letter that's addressed to me..

In his elegant handwriting, it said..

My beloved Tubbo,

If you're reading this.. I'm most likely long gone by now. I wrote this letter for you in case I ever were to pass away unexpectedly. There's a lot of things that your probably asking yourself right now, some of which I have answers to, some of which I do not. But I do know that I do not want you to be sad. It's okay to be a little sad at times, but please don't dwell over it. I need you to realize that I would've been dead a long time ago if it weren't for you. You helped me live.. and I'm eternally grateful for that. You gave me a purpose in life. You gave me a reason to want to keep going.. You're my hero, Tubbs. I know that things won't be easy, but you're strong. You're the strongest person I've ever met. I need you to keep going for me... There's a lot of people who still need you. You have so much incredible things that await you, my dear. It may not seem like it, but I promise you that I'm always going to be there for you.. I might not be visible, but I'm there. Right next to you. Holding you close as you read this letter. And that's how it'll be from now on. Please, my love... Take care of our boy, Michael. Tell Phil, Technoblade, and Tommy that I thank them for all they've done for me.
I love you, Tubbo. I love you so much. Never ever forget that.

Until we meet again...

Love,
- Ranboo

TUBBO'S POV:

I burst into sobs as I hold the book close to my heart...

Why did he have to leave me like this???

Why..???