𝑂𝑛𝑒 𝑆𝑡𝑒𝑝 𝐹𝑜𝑟𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑑 | C!RANBOO X C!TUBBO | ONESHOTS |

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I'M SORRY FOR BEING INACTIVE!!

There's a lot going on for me right now.

So here's this short little chapter for you guys.

TUBBO'S POV:

I looked out my window at the falling snow and sighed heavily...

Lately I've been thinking so much and dwelling on past mistakes..

I feel that I'm slowly losing my sense of adventure.
I no longer want to get up in the mornings.
I find myself constantly sad.
I struggle to find meaning.

I don't know if I can do this for much longer..

"Tubbo..?"

A familiar voice causes me to snap out of my trance.

I turn around to see my beloved Ranboo, looking worried.

He sits down on the windowsill next to me and gently takes my hand, holding it in his..

"..I know somethings bothering you.. Talk to me, please."
He says in a caring voice.

I give him a weak smile before sighing heavily again and looking away.

"..What am I even living for anymore, Boo..?? I feel.. I feel like I'm a waste of oxygen at this point—"
I'm cut off by him suddenly pulling me in and hugging me tighter than ever..

I hesitantly hug back, closing my eyes and accepting the embrace..

"Please.. Don't say that. You're my world, Tubbo. You mean everything to me. Whenever I've felt like how you do right now, I think about you.. and Michael.. You give me purpose. Please, my love.. You're so important to me and to this whole world."
He explains in a soft shaky tone of voice..

I feel myself tear up..

"I.. I don't know what to say... I don't know what to feel anymore.."
I confess..

Ranboo then stood up and held his hand out with tears welling in his eyes..

"Tubbo.. Take my hand. Please.."
He says..

I very hesitantly stand up and carefully place my hand in his..

He then pulls me in, resting one hand on my waist, with the other hand interlocking with mine, up in the air..

He gives me a soft smile..

"Then... Tell me what you feel after this."

Then he whisks me up, spinning me around elegantly..
He lead me into a lovely waltz..
we danced so gracefully with one another..

I get myself genuinely smile for the first time in a little while.

I close my eyes and we get lost in each other's movements..

We no longer care about anything. The world seems to pause around us and all we can focus on is each other..

We continue to waltz to the rhythm of our heartbeats combining..

I feel...

Happiness.

I look into his eyes and suddenly..
I have a purpose.

We then come to a stop and we're both smiling and giggling..

I look into his eyes for another moment, tearing up again, but this time, tears of happiness.

I hug him tightly..

"I love you so much... Thank you."

"I love you more, my bee.. Don't ever forget that."