There Was A Feeling

When the time is right.

Come to me on that very day,
When you feel you need some warmth,
Inside my arms and under the sky,
Let's travel in time to go back.
Someday, when the snow will be thick,
And everyone will have a cheerful smile,
Hope that day reminds you of me,
Even if a little at least, please tell me a soothing lie.
It might be hard after all this time,
It might affect your family now,
Your wife who sits at home waiting,
You might not want to come here now.
And I agree a man is indeed a knot,
That must keep a family together,
But will it be ok for one last time,
If I wish for only us, to be together.
But then again, I will be the bad woman,
Who took away the man from an innocent one,
What can I do though, I am stuck in this cycle,
The one which tells me to just become invisible.
And I will pray over and over again,
Even if this life ends someday,
Let me not meet you ever again,
For I will go down the same lane.
I'll destroy the world and myself,
Just to have you smile for me,
But guess I did a lot of sins,
And now I should, perhaps rest in peace.
So this last time I want to invite you,
To sit down on the table and have that tea,
The one we left for once and forever,
Like we left our youth under that tree.
And then when the time is right,
I'll wait.
I'll wait to hear your horse's footsteps,
And slowly extinguish this fire inside me,
As one last time I'll look at your face.