Feelings

Relationships ig

Do you ever look at a person and wish you could fall in love?
I always see people and couples and I want it. I want to love someone and I want someone to love me just as much back. My last relationship told me that I'm comfortable with most any type of skinship until it's considered romantic.
If you're my friend, come on over let's cuddle and watch a movie, walk through a store together holding hands, let me cling to your arm when I'm scared, I'll play with your hair, I'll even kiss your head when you're sad. But as soon as any romantic feeling is involved, why are you touching me, why do i need to be near you all the time?

It doesn't make sense to me honestly cause I've always wanted an unconditional love, one that's comfortable and warm. But I get uncomfortable when it happens.

Lately I haven't liked anyone beyond the point of thinking they look nice and I want to be their friend.
I haven't been able to see myself in a relationship. The thought kinda weirds me out so if i like someone, I'll never act on it 🥲

I don't know how I feel about it, like I'm comfortable with not really liking people but I feel so bad if one person likes me. This feeling will most likely go away considering I'm young but I just feel like a relationship is so uncomfortable and odd. But I want one.

I even read romantic stuff all the time on here but I personally wouldn't do any of it.

Hi. How's life? How's it going for you right now? I hope all is well for you all. I love you have a good day or night💕
Also do you think it's boring that I don't add a picture on these? Should I add a picture? If so like a funny one, a plain one, a pretty one like a flower or something? idk just let me know if I should add a picture or not okay bye I love you ♡♡