Feelings

My friend

So I have this friend in one of my classes. We'll call him Buddy. I hug Buddy everyday. Once when I see him at lunch, once at the beginning of our class then one more time at the end of class.
On Tuesday, we were in the locker room at the end of class and I hugged Buddy from behind. After that hug, he turned around and gave me a proper hug. Buddy is slightly taller than me and, naturally, I wrap my arms around his neck when I hug him and his are around my waist.
I wasn't having a good day so I hugged him longer than originally intended (definitely not complaining tho (his hugs are the best)) anyways, while I hugged him, he picked me up. I squealed and lifted my legs as he held me in the air. When he put me down and we pulled away I smiled big and told him, "i am so happy you did that. That's the best thing that's happened to me all day, thank you." be smiled and said you're welcome before we had to leave.

After Tuesday, I wasn't at school on Wednesday and I didn't see him till Thursday. I seen him at lunch, per usual, and after I put my bag down, I went to get my hug. I wrapped my arms around his neck and his were around my waist again and just like before, he picked me up. I squealed and laughed and when he put me down I said, "you seriously don't understand the amount of joy that brings me." he smiled again and then we said goodbye so we could eat since we sit at different tables.

In class, he hugged me again and, again, picked me up in the hug and I smiled.
Now sometimes, I like to go under so my arms are around his waist and his are around my neck. At the end of class on Thursday, that's what I wanted and that's what I went for because I had my bag in and it would be the least awkward for him but what really threw me off was that Buddy grabbed my arms before I could wrap them around him and he pulled them up around his neck then he snaked his arms under my bag, around my back and picked me up. When he put me down, my feet kind of landed on his so I had to awkwardly lean on him while I moved my feet so I could stand to pull away and while doing that I accidentally scratched his face with one of my rings but it didn't leave a mark and I apologized many many times and he said he was okay so its fine.
But back to that last hug.
It threw me off because he deliberately went out of his way to pick me up and make me happy.
He rememberd that it made my day in Tuesday and he remembered that it made me really happy when he did that cause I told him at lunch.
It made me fee really warm because no one has ever done that for me. Gone out of their way to do something that made me happy, even such a small gesture. Not to mention, his hugs already make me happy but when he picks me up oh dear lords it's like getting high on dopamine. I'll be on a happy high for the rest of the day and be left with a nice warm feeling in my body.

Anyways, I just wanted to share my lovely hugging experience that I had this week. Buddy's hugs are so nice they make me smile(ㆁωㆁ*)