Secrets - Namjin Yoonmin Taekook

Twenty One 🤐

Yoongi stares at Jimin. The younger looks for something to watch in the hospital's TV now that he hang up the phone with his friends. The words are still stuck in Yoongi's throat. He has too many questions. And he's not sure where to start. But he has to do it. Because he knows it's worth it.

- Remember we used to be really close when we met?

-...Where did that come from?

- You used to talk to me a lot. And we saw each other everyday. Even when Tae and Jin couldn't come...

- I remember. - A smile escapes his lips - It was a long time ago

- Then I started dating Tae and it all kind of...stopped.

- W-Well, you know! I had to keep an eye on you to protect my friend. He goes first. I can't be as close to you...

- ...Am I the one you like?

- W-What?

- JH said you were in love with someone. Is it me?

- D-Don't be ridiculous, Yoongi. You know how stupid that would be?! To be in love with my best friend's boyfriend?! I'm not that shitty

- You wouldn't be shitty at all. No one can control who they fall for. Believe me, I tried...

- Well, I can. I don't know where that stupid theory of yours came from but you shouldn't say those things. If Tae hears you-

- "Tae can't know". That's what you told me. - Jimin stays silent again - It's me isn't it?

Yoongi's tone is not full of rejection like Jimin was expecting. If anything it almost sounds hopeful. But he can't admit it. He won't. Yoongi gets up from his chair and walks up to him. Softly, he holds the blond's hand and shows him his gummy smile. Seeing him like that only makes things harder for Jimin.

- W-Why are you s-smiling?

- Because I was gonna be really sad if this was one sided.

- W-What?

- I feel the same. This last few months... Jungkook helped me realize what my heart couldn't understand. Why I was so excited whenever I talked to you instead of-

- Your boyfriend. He's your boyfriend. And I'm not doing anything that hurts my Tae Tae

- Jiminie... I'll talk to him and he'll accept it. Hell, if he doesn't we should still try!

- No! I'm not doing that. That's out of the question. I don't know what got into you but I'm not in love with you, I don't wanna date you and you don't love me back. Stop it!

A normal person would give up after hearing that. But Yoongi could feel the pain in his voice, the way the words felt like he was trying to convince himself and of course the tears in his eyes. Making sure not to touch his bruises, he moves closer so he can stay pretty much on top of him. If a nurse would come they would probably ask him to get down from there. But he needs to see him straight into his eyes when he asks him

- What is it, Jiminie? What worries you so much?

- N-Nothing

- Let's do this. Let's say this room is the whole world. There's nothing else. No one will know what happens or what you say to me tonight. I will even forget it tomorrow if you want me to. But please...what is it that makes the prettiest boy in the world cry?

With Yoongi cleaning his tears softly, he can't help to let it all out.

- Tae... He's all I have. Him and Jin are my only friends. He's like a soulmate to me. But...if he finds out, he'll never talk to me again. I can't. I can't do it. He'll hate me

- Of course he won't... he's not like that!

- Are you sure? Because last time I checked he started avoiding Jungkook after he went blind because his popularity was in danger. They call me "the chosen one" because I'm the only one he keeps close to him. And that's because I'm popular myself. God, he even told everyone that lie about me just to hide a stupid secret that would make him look bad! Look at me in the eyes and tell me he won't push me away if I do what my heart tells me...

- I...I don't know. But don't you think risking that is worth it? I mean...you really wanna be friends with him if he did that to you?

Jimin thinks it through for a few seconds but finally nods making Yoongi sigh. Unable to argue with him, he gives him a kiss on the cheek and goes back to the chair when he'll sleep. Truth is, he can't force Jimin to accept his own feelings. And both have to sleep with a pain in their chest that's getting each day harder to take.

The next morning, the doctor lets him go. Since he doesn't have a car, Yoongi takes him on his bike. They stop by Jungkook's house first so he can look for a few things from college the boy had. However, after Kook's mother lets him in, he hears something weird. Curious, he walks upstairs only to find the boy's room door slightly open. And on the other side, his best friend is passionately kissing the younger.

Forgetting completely about what he was doing there, he walks back out. Without saying a word he gets on his hyung's bike and asks him to go somewhere when he can relax. Not knowing where to take him, Yoongi invites him to his home. He lives alone and hopes Jimin can relax there. But something different happens. The boy can't believe after all this time trying not to get in the way of his friend's relationship, he wasn't being loyal. He never even told him! Reality hits him like a brick. Maybe Taehyung is not really his friend

- Jimin? Are you okay?

- Fuck Taehyung

- Wha-

Jimin's lips touch his, making him almost fall back. In other times he would've like to go a little slower. But he's been imagining this kiss for months and he won't pull back. After tonight, the secret JH told everyone about Jimin will be a lie. Because his first time, will be with Min Yoongi.

Next Chapter

There was someone there, I know it!

I found out what was Jungkook's "accident"

You made my life a living hell

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HOW HYPED ARE YOU FOR BTS COMEBACK? I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M GONNA WAIT TWO FRICKIN MONTHS. I NEED JUNE TO COME NOW. N-O-W.

I hope you like this chapters! We're super close to the ending and I hope you're ready for it! Because I think it's just 6 more left!

BACK TO THE COMEBACK. WHICH OF THEM IS GONNA GET A WEIRD HAIR COLOR? AND HOW LONG FOR ME TO END UP DOING MY HAIR LIKE THAT BECAUSE I WISH I COULD LOOK THAT COOL?

I'll relax now. I have to hold on to my sanity for TWO WHOLE MONTHS I- *relax*

- Baby Y