Alone Forever

Christmas break

December 23, 2014

Madeline
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Well, it's officially been about three days since I auditioned for the role. I can only imagine how many millions of people auditioned for that role. Chances are I won't get it. So that's what I expect. Today's the last day before Christmas/New Year break. I can't wait until we go. Kallie's mom always has a party and it's always fun.

We are sitting in our math class right now, talking amongst each other and waiting for the bell. They aren't doing anything since it's the day before we go on break. "Ok, Maddie, are you staying with us for break?" Preston asks to which I nod my head. "If it's ok with you. Cause my mom says it's ok." They nod before the bell rings telling us to go to our last class, English.

For today we are watching a movie because she didn't want to start anything and have us forget it when we come back. The movie was Shrek due to many votes. I love this movie. We got about a fourth of the way through it before the bell rang and dismisses us for good. "Ok, I'll meet you guys outside." They nod as we split up to go get our book bags from our lockers.

Ok, so over break and from now on I'll do an exercise routine every night and morning for about two hours to help me lose weight. I can't disappoint anyone anymore than I already am. When I get home I'll work on that routine and write how I'm gonna start them and finish the workout with. Not too complicated. Just need motivation that's all.

Preston and Kallie were already waiting for me, so I joined up with them. "Ok, we are gonna go home an pack for a couple days but don't forget, Maddie, to bring Rocco. He's super cute and I can't help but love him. Plus, Bubba misses his play buddy." Kallie says. "I know! Something about Rocco just hits different you know?"  I say.

We say our quick goodbyes before going out separate ways. I was about a block away when I saw this all black van drive by. Aw Shit am I seriously bout to get kidnapped? It came to a stop right next to me as the window rolled down. "Excuse me, but do you know this area really well?" The man asked to which I nodded. "Ok. Well my bosses sent me down here but I don't know where anything is. Can you point me to the airport?" Oh. This isn't fun man. I thought I was about to get kidnapped.

"Yea. So you're gonna take a right at Baker, go straight till Fifth street and turn left there. You should get to the airport if you go straight from there." He nods before jotting it down. "Ok. Right at Baker, straight till Fifth, and turn left there. Gotcha. Thanks again Ma'am." "No problem." He drives away seeming to rush a little bit. Well, now to the wonderful place called home.

To my surprise, mom is waiting for me downstairs looking pissed. "Where were you?" At school. Duh. "I got stopped on the way home. Why?" "Is that back talk I hear?" Oh my god they always do this and it's infuriating. "First, you make Greggory leave by owning that stupid dog and now I have to go to the meeting with you." Wait what meeting. "What meeting?" "The one that someone put in the mailbox today. It looked important so I opened it." She handed me this package that was already torn open and looked quite damaged.

Wait she said something about Rocco. "Did you do something to Rocco?" "Who the hell is Rocco?" Please no. "My dog!" "Lower your voice goddammit! You will not yell at me!" She better not have done anything to Rocco. "Did You do something to him!" I yelled my nerves beginning to rise and my anxiety starting to spike. "This is my house I can do why I want. You should be grateful you are still here." Not Rocco please.

I run up to my room and open the door to see nothing of his in their. Not even him. Oh no. Oh no. Please. Please be a trick. I set everything down and begin my search throughout the house. "WHERE IS HE!?" "GONE! HE made Greggory leave so I threw him in the pound." Oh please no. Why. "YOU JERK! HE WAS THE ONLY OTHER THING HERE I LOVED! AND YOU THREW HIM AWAY LIKE GARBAGE!" I screamed. "THIS IS MY HOUSE! I PAY THE BILLS AND EVERYTHING! IF I WANTED HIM GONE HE IS GONE!" She yelled back.

I felt the tears slip down my eyes, as much as I tried to stop them they just kept going. Gathering up all my money I got from working I quickly walked back downstairs. "Where do you think you're going?" Leave her just get him before it's too late. "Answer me you stupid bitch! I raised you to answer adults. "You didn't raise me at all!" I think I pushed her too far. She grabbed the closest thing to her, which happened to be a remote, and chucked it at me. Oh God, she's never done this. I ran out, not trying to get hurt today and started pedaling towards the pound. The closest one was like five minutes away, and I doubt she would go far with him. That's my best bet.

When I get there I'm out of breath, aching, and tears streaming down my face. "Are you okay?" The front desk lady asks. "Please tell me you got a dog in today. A black one. Cane Corso." Please let my baby be here. "Yes we did." "Oh thank goodness. Oh my gosh is he here still?" I held my breath waiting for the lady to answer the question, my sanity and mental health dwindling by the second. "Yes. Is he yours? Some lady brought him in today." "Yes. That was my mother. I was at school and she said she could if she wanted to but please man. I got my cash for you. I just need my baby back." She looked at me, but not for long as she sighed and went to grab a leash.

She brought Rocco out, immediately running towards me. "Oh thank goodness you're alright bubs. Oh I'm so sorry. I'm sorry man. I love you so much." He could barely sit without his whole body waggling and giving kisses. "Well, it's ok. I'm sorry she did that. Keep your cash girlie. You'll need it somewhere else." I looked up with tears still in my eyes. "Thank you. Very very much. Oh I'm just glad he's back." Oh my goodness that gave me a mini heart attack. Ohhh. Where are we gonna go now though? I don't know. But I'm packing my stuff tonight.

We exit the pound before I hop back on my bike. I ride back home with him pulling and running beside me along the way. My moms car was gone when we got back, which I was thankful for. He went straight up to my room to drink some water before laying down on my bed. I shut the door and took off my shoes before looking at the note again. Better open it now that the Rocco problem is all settled.

Dear Ms. Parker,

I am pleased to inform you that you have
gotten the role of Alexandra Ikaroff in the
new Captain America movie. We have sent you the email of stuff you will need along with your contract. Do not share with anyone expect your legal guardians. We will send you the other stuff once you respond to our email, with much hope,

Kevin Feige

...Oh my. This is...OH MY GOD I HAVE TO TELL KALLIE AND PRESTON! But not tonight. When I see them I will. Right! Email. I jump and grab my computer and quickly open try to open the gmail app. Ok ok. Not that. Not that. DEFINITELY NOT WATTPAD! Oh here it is!

Below is what you will need to know
such as locations of where you will be, where you are going first, what to do and what not to do, trailer number when you get that far, and information regarding your character will be sent over with the script. Please email if you have any other needs or requests, sincerely

Anthony Russo

What! I get a trailer?! Oh man that's cool! Oh yea. Email him back. I type up an email asking if this is really him, to which he soon responds yes and confirms this is all real. I then ask when I will get the script and who my character is. He says that a script will be sent over within a couple weeks along with info about her. He also says that they would need to do a check with my mom before he could legally do this stuff. He tells me the date and I ok it, before we say goodbye.

This all feels like a dream. A crazy dream that's too good to be true. I have too much trauma for this right? And they probably won't want me anyway. I'm not up to Marvel cast standards. I'd screw the whole film up. But I gotta try to do this. Remember, stick to the plan. Weight loss, muscle tone, and get fit in general. I don't want to get out of breath from climbing stairs anymore. So, I'll do the workout before I shower right now. Then I'll pack for Kallie's in the morning. That's a good plan.