I'm just going to say this:
1. I want to die.
2. Because of my family and school
3. I held a blade against my throat and wrist, prepared to kill myself.
4. I then thought, "No. There is help and hope in this world. There is the boy I love, and I'm not giving up on him, no matter how suicidal I feel."
5. Then I stopped cutting.
6. Then I stopped drawing on my arms.
7. And then I talked to someone about my problems so I could feel better.
Suicide isn't the only way out. I know it isn't. Even though I want to do it every single day, whenever I wake up, I then think about hope.
Love Violet xx
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The Bad Boy And The English Redhead
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