Stuck with the Male Lead

22 Why Buttercup, Why?

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Daisy's Pov

" Jenna called me to drink with her" I said before I could think.

He stepped forward his eyes still locking into mine, his hot breathe with a scent of alcohol hitting my face, surprisingly I didn't find myself hating it. There was something about him which always pulled me closer to him.

No this is wrong. I told myself over and over again. You can't have anything to do with him. He belongs to someone else. He will not hesitate to throw you away. You can't be stupid Daisy. 

You can do much better than this.

I tried to step back to create some distance, before I could do it, his arm snaked around my waist and pulled me into his chest. 

I gasped feeling myself being pressed on him, I could feel the length of my body pressed against his. 

I looked into his eyes to find him staring at me, I could see despair, pain and confusion in them. 

I tried to push him away with my hands on his chest, he did not budge instead he tightened his hold on me pressing me closer to him. I found myself intoxicated with his scent, I found comfort in his arms. I liked this feeling.

I was impossibly closer to him so much that it felt like he wanted to crush me into bones. 

" Ethan, what are you doing?" I whispered breathing his scent.

" Why?" his brought his left hand towards my face and tucked my hair behind my hair. 

" What why?" he rubbed his thumb agaist my cheek, his eyes were locked into mine.

I felt him caress my waist making me shudder, his warm hands were creating butterflies in my stomach. My heart skipped a beat, I gasped at the sudden feeling.

" Why Buttercup, why?" he looked into my eyes, I could see pain in his eyes.

I did not get why was he in pain. What might have gone wrong? 

I was confused, the pain and despair in his blue eyes made me confused, I wanted to ask him why was he in pain. Why was he so desparate?  What made him so venerable?

He leaned his forehead on mine closing his eyes and whispered in a quite voice," Why would you do that to me?"

His voice was hoarse as if he was trying to control something. Unknowingly my hand  came towards his face and carrassed his cheek. I felt him lean on my palm, he sighed feeling comfort.

" What did I do?" I whispered looking at his closed eyes, I traced his eye leads, which tembeled under my touch.

" Why do you hate me? Why do you run away from me?" he opened his eyes and looked into mine for answers.

I felt a foreign feeling in my heart. Like I wanted to stay into his arms, I felt safe in his arms. 

Even though we were from different world's, from different space,  even if I would have to go back. I wanted to stay, stay in his arms, stay with his warmth.

This thought terrified me, my heart tembeled , I felt like it has been squeezed, it was painful, so painful that my eyes stung.  

This was the first time I felt something for someone, first time I wanted someone to stay with me desperately. I wanted him for myself, I wanted him to care for me, be there for me. I wanted him to stay by my side, I wanted to lean on his shoulder whenever I was tired, wanted him to take me into his arms whenever I felt like crying, wanted him to...

Wanted him to do  what?

Why do you want him?

He does not belong to you?

This questions were like a bucket of cold water poured on me, making me wide awake. 

I pushed him away, he was not ready for my sudden push he was caught off guard and stumbeled a  little.

I blinked the gathering tears in my eyes, " Stay away from me" 

He was confused by my sudden action, hurt flashed through his eyes. But I need to do it, we can't be together, we are not meant to be and we will never be. He is supposed to be Emma's. 

Right, it should be Emma.

She is supposed be with him. Just the thought  of it pained me. I wanted to go back, I don't want this feeling. 

It hurts...hurts so much....

Maybe I am supposed to be along forever. 

" Daisy..." Ethan tried to come forward to hold my arm, I moved away avoiding his touch.

I looked into his eyes, maybe he was the emotions running into them, he eyes widened with surprise.

" What's wrong? Are you okay?" he spoke softly not to startle me.

" It's none of business, remember?" I spoke making him remember what he said to me at Charliston.

" I-I am sorry for that." he whispered taking a step forward causeing to take a step back.

" No you are not. I want you stay away from me, don't you get it?" I angrily said.

" Please..." he desperately said, there was hurt in his eyes.

I shook my head and turned towards Ian who was trying to control Jenna," Ian please take her back. I need to go"

I don't know if he heard or not, but I walked towards my car. I heard Ethan chasing me, I hurriedly climbled into the driver's seat and drove away. I could see Ethan standing looking at my car. 

I shook my head to get rid of this feelings.

I am much better that this. I don't need him. I repeated over and over in my head.

I am capable to take care of myself on my own I don't need anyone. I need to stay away from him. I need to go back. 

I can't stay here.

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