The Diary of a Broken Hearted Girl.

March 25th 2021

soul ties...

how can i not love the person that:
- [ ] brought me out of my shell.
- [ ] is my soulmate.
- [ ] is my equal.
- [ ] is my person.
- [ ] was my first true love.
- [ ] i was supposed to marry.
- [ ] i planned a future with.
- [ ] is the only one that can make me happy in a matter of seconds.
- [ ] i've loved since i was 14.
- [ ] brings me peace by being around them.
- [ ] i have so many memories with.
- [ ] made me my happiest.
- [ ] knows everything about me.
- [ ] started off as my bestfriend.
- [ ] made me stop being insecure about myself.
- [ ] i love with everything in me.
- [ ] i invested 7 years in.
- [ ] i spent so much time on trying to make them a better person so we could be together.
- [ ] i never gave up on.
- [ ] i always forgave.
- [ ] i use to know.

how can i love the person that:
- [ ] doesn't prioritize me.
- [ ] can go weeks/months without wanting to see me but hang out with other people instead.
- [ ] cheated on me.
- [ ] doesn't make me feel important.
- [ ] doesn't make me feel cared about.
- [ ] isn't worried about me.
- [ ] is content with having minimum interactions with me.
- [ ] doesn't fight for me.
- [ ] doesn't change their behaviors after i tell them how i feel.
- [ ] forgets about me.
- [ ] doesn't think twice about me.
- [ ] does things for/with other people that they wouldn't do for me.
- [ ] left me by myself at their house to be with someone else.
- [ ] doesn't choose me.
- [ ] can push me away and be comfortable with how far apart we are.
- [ ] makes me feel my lowest.
- [ ] makes me hate them.
- [ ] that continued to hurt me no matter how many times i expressed my feelings.
- [ ] took me for granted.