The Diary of a Broken Hearted Girl.

June 6th 2021

soul ties...

i feel like in order to protect my feelings and not like be sad or nag at you about you not talking to me i had to push myself off of you and away from you and for the time being that just ended up being me like not being on my phone as much and keeping myself busy and so on because for a long time you were the one that would take hours to respond to me and i would wonder why and why you didn't want to talk to me and wonder why i didn't have your attention as much because when me and you are together you always on your phone so i notice that and that got old tbh. i got tired of wondering why. so i reciprocated the action. not to get back at you or upset you but to protect myself and my feelings. it was more of a personal thing for myself.

you keep saying you don't wanna lose me and don't want us to go our separate ways and you can't live without me but i'm finding it hard to see like the actions to keep me around like if you want us to stay in each others lives we gotta do something different.