moment • Kagaya Ubuyashiki X Reader

eighteen

I woke up with Kagaya beside me, although he was on the floor sleeping instead of on the futon. I sat up quickly, then moved Kagaya onto the futon. Why would he sleep on the floor? He knows I would never want him to hurt himself like this.

As soon as I moved him, his eyes fluttered open and he smiled, pulling me into a hug. "I know you said you needed space, but I just want to hold you." He said softly, pulling me ontop of him on the futon.

I hugged him back, laying on him. I didn't want to not hug him but I just felt weird. I wasn't angry, just more... disappointed?
Even if this demon Tamayo was his friend, why didn't he tell me sooner?
I feel betrayed... I don't know why. I just wish he told me, anything would have been fine.

I decided I would talk to him about it, communication is important.

"Why are you friends with Tamayo?" I asked and he sat up, holding me to his chest. "She wants to eradicate the demons and kill Muzan just like us my love, do not think she is as evil as them. She just wants to see how she can deal with it." Kagaya spoke, I nodded slowly as he continued to talk. "She wanted my blood, she used to be a doctor I think. She needs someones blood who is close to Muzan to be able to try and find a cure." He told me, I frowned.

"Why didn't you tell me sooner?" I questioned, annoyed. "Because yesterday was such a shit time. I'm so sorry, we were supposed to have a great night and it was ruined, wasn't it? That upper moon who attacked us, i didn't know that would happen. And Tamayo I didn't know she would find me here especially last night when I was with you. I understand how it looks, that I'm supporting the demons side or whatever but I'm not. I hate demons."

I looked down and started to play with his robe, fiddlinging with the fabric in between my fingers.
"Dont feel guilty, I love you y/n." He said grabbing onto my hand and intertwining our fingers together. "I love you too..." I said back, feeling upset.

"Whats wrong?" He questioned, his soft voice making me feel worse. "I don't know, I can't help but feel guilty. I'm so horrible to you..." I admitted, the pit of guilt in my stomach enlarging. He must hate me.
"What? You're not horrible to me. You're just trying to protect me y/n."
He said sincerely, kissing my forehead and placing his hands onto my hips.

"But I'm rude. You just want to help others and-" he cut me off, he kissed me, cupping my cheeks in his hands. "Ah- darling you always do this." I blushed and he pulled me down to lay on his chest. "You love it though," he said. "I really do." I smiled snuggling into him.

Just as we had our lovey time, there was a knock from outside. I got up, with a groan to open the door to see Sanemi infront of me. I rubbed my eyes, tired.
"What?" I asked and he smiled. "I'm here to escort you two back home. Although, we need to walk." He said and I groaned again. "Really?" I questioned and he nodded. "Yes, really."  Sanemi replied, he looked over to my shoulder to see Kagaya sat up on the futon.
"Oh so you're uh," Sanemi looked flustered and he blushed deep red. "Its not like that!" I said quickly and he laughed at me. "Get dressed so we can get going." He said and I shook my head.

"This is our clothes..." I looked down and Sanemi smiled. "Here," he gave me his haori. "Wear this, as you're a girl I do not want anyone creeping on you."
At this point, Kagaya was standing behind me, I heard him clear his throat and Sanemi looked a little scared before bowing. "Master, you are looking well." Sanemi said with a smile. "Thank you. We should be going now."

Sanemi quickly nodded, holding the door open for us.
"How long will it take to get back?" I asked him, i knew Kagaya wouldn't want to walk the whole time and I would need to carry him.

"Two hours." Sanemi told me. I sighed, loud. "Seriously?" I asked and he nodded. "Yup."
"Did Giyuu kill that demon?" Kagaya asked, I held onto him as we walked, Sanemi infront of us. "No," he stated. "He didn't, as the demon was too strong, although he is planning on it soon." Sanemi said, proud.

After a while, I picked Kagaya up, carrying him. "Ah, you don't have to..." he blushed, I smiled. "I know," I said, carrying him the rest of the way back home.

"Lets go to the cemetery," I said and Kagaya smiled, "yeah." He said. "Its nearly the end of the morning," he added.
I walked into the house, holding him by the hand. Inside, Mitsuri was sitting with the kids and they were all coloring in. Mitsuri looked up, "y/n!" She chirped happily. "Hey," I said. "Were getting dressed then going for a walk." I told her, she nodded with a smile. "Thats nice." She said and Kagaya and I got changed, then went for our morning walk outside in the cemetery.