moment • Kagaya Ubuyashiki X Reader

fourty two

Kagaya was sound asleep in my bed, it was early in the night when I left into the lounge to see Tamayo sitting there quietly sipping her blue tea. I smiled and sat infront of her. "How is he doing?" Tamayo asked and I looked down with a sighed, however A soft smile still on my face. "He's been getting worse physically... he can still walk though. Before, it was really a struggle for him. I think the curse is making his skin worse but not affecting his walking yet. But I think by the time he wakes up and sees us it will be bad again." I told Tamayo, staring at her cup of tea, it was cold. Her nails were long and pointy, as well as the fact that they were a bluish purple color. They looked so sharp that they could cut someone in half within seconds, however they never did.

"Its really a shame that the Ubayashiki family is cursed. I guess if they never were, you wouldn't have met Kagaya."
Tamayo said, softly and I nodded. "I guess so... I wouldn't know what I'd be doing at all if Muzan or Kagaya didn't exist..." I said, looking down with some sort of shock and surprise, I really wouldn't know what I'd be doing. What does a life without either of them even look like?

"Don't worry," Tamayo smiled. "Kagaya will always be in your heart... Muzan, I'm not sure about him. Maybe I can turn you back into a human. It's something I've been working on."
I nodded, looking down, "no offense, but how could you even do that? Muzan's blood is so strong, it changes us, our cells... how?" I asked, but I also was curious and agitated. "I've created a demon. However, it was through a long time of research and failure... over one hundred years of such." She stated and I sighed, that's so long. She's probably hundreds of years old, I'd have to wait hundreds of years to be human again.

"If you want to be human again. I'm not sure how long that would even take." She almost laughed, I almost cried. I'll be spending the rest of Kagayas life with him as a demon. His whole life was about the eradication of demons, now he's married to one.
My children would be raised by a demon. I'm so terrified that I'll lose control and eat them or even Kagaya, I'm so terrified of losing them. If I even ate one of his kids... I'd kill myself.

"Y/n," Tamayo waved her hand infront of my face. "Sorry," I said after I realized I'd spaced out for too long, over thinking about everything.
"I just... don't want to hurt anyone." I said with a sigh, looking down again.

"You won't, trust me. You're under your own control, not Muzan's, and that's what matters." Tamayo smiled softly to me and I nodded. "I guess... under my own control, I can decide whether or not I want to, right?

"That's correct." Tamayo said and I nodded, "thats good to hear then." I smiled and she looked behind me, I felt Kagaya sit behind me and wrap his legs around me, hugging onto me from behind. "Sweetheart," I giggled and Tamayo laughed as well. Kagaya was tired, he woke during the day to spend time with his kids and get on with his duties as the head of the family, but he still woke in the night to spend time with me as well.

He felt cold, that's probably why he was hugging me. His robe was loosely on him, that's when I realized he had lost quite a bit of weight. I frowned, worridly I pulled him to sit next to me. "Whats wrong, why are you so skinny?" I questioned him and he looked down. It was awkward, with having Tamayo infront of us, however she quickly left the room.

"Kagaya..." I sighed, holding my hands ontop of my face. "Why have you lost so much weight?" I questioned him and he sighed this time, reaching to grab onto my hand. I let him hold my hand as he began to speak. "Ive just been so worried about you... I just refused to eat anything they gave me... I just..." He spoke softly, yet his voice sounded strained and I sighed, not disappointed, but a feeling I couldn't identify.

"There's no need to starve yourself because you're worried about me, Kagaya. You need to be eating. You're cursed, you're sick, you need to eat." I said and he leaned forward, burying his face onto my chest and wrapping his arms around me.
I frowned, but felt a heat inside of me as I wrapped my arms around him.

"If you eat, I will... have sex with you." I blushed and I felt his remove his head, kissing my cheek softly and he smiled. "Only if you want to." He said softly, placing his head back on my chest. I wrapped his back softly, "of course I want to Kagaya." I said, this time kissing his forehead.

I reached onto the table and grabbed his ointment. I opened the bottle and placed some onto my hands, Kagaya now infront of me I began to rub it over his face softly. He frowned at first, however the more I rubbed it in the more he got used to the feeling of the cream on his cursed face. "Thank you," he smiled as I finished of applying the ointment, I smiled, wrapping my arms around his waist I kissed his soft lips, the whole time a smile etched on both of our faces.