moment • Kagaya Ubuyashiki X Reader

fourty one

It was the next night, however it was early, so I had our new borns with me in my room, breast feeding both of them. I smiled, holding them in my arms, I felt so happy that they were with me, but I felt as somehow id failed them as a mother, will they trust me when theyre older? How will i even tell them im a demon?
Kagaya's children (whom he had with his early wife) were a lot more mature, they were raised so quickly. I don't think I'm as smart as Kagaya to be able to do such a thing... I looked down to see both full and sleepy. I smiled, kissing Atsushi on the head.

I pulled my robes back over myself and went into the living room holding both of the twins, I sat next to Kagaya. Kagaya grabbed Atsushi from me and held the new baby in his arms so gently, my heart melted witnessing such an aodrble scene infront of me. "Too cute," I whispered to myself. Kagaya smiled and kissed Atsushi softly, I looked to the child within mine and my husbands arms, I still couldnt believe he was mine.

Hoshiko moved in my arms, wriggling into a comfortable position to sleep I smiled cutetly at her and rocked her softly and slowly to make her more comfortable for sleep. I smiled, feeling her warm body against mine. I stood up and walked her back into my room placing her into the cot.
I walked back and grabbed Atsushi, doing the same with them.

"Darling, Tamayo will be here soon," Kagaya told me and I nodded, sitting next to him i sighed. "Whats wrong?"
I asked, concerned and confused as he was just happy a few seconds ago. He shook his head, "I'm just worried about you," he said, furrowed eyebrows looking towards me.
"Did I do something?" I asked and he shook his head again. "I'm just, it's just, I don't want you to hurt yourself or anyone else. I know it sounds bad, but I'm worried y/n, you seem so distant lately. Do you even still love me?" He asked, I saw that he was about to cry and my mouth gaped open. I quickly threw myself onto him in a hug, causing us both to fall back onto the floor.

I laid ontop of him, my head on his chest. "I love you, I love you so so much," I said kissing him softly. He smiled wrapping his arms around my neck. "I'm so glad, I love you too y/n." He kissed me softly and then sat up, pulling me into his lap.

I heard foot steps and looked to see Tamayo, her smile soft as she sat next to us. "Tamayo! Hi!" I smiled, excited, placing my hands on the ground and smiling. "HI y/n, how have you been?" She asked softly and I nodded. "Good, I missed you!!" I said and she smiled, hugging me softly as I sat next to her, Kagaya on the other side of me.

"Y/n, I have an idea," Tamayo said softly and I looked up to see her face focused. "What is it?" I asked and she smiled. "Kibutsuji's plan is to find the blue spider lily and become stronger, if we find it first... we can destroy him." She said very determined and I nodded. "But how could we... we can't go in the sun." I said and she smiled. "Don't worry! See, the demonslayers could find it for us." She said and I turned to see Kagaya with a soft smile and a nod.
"You two could do that, well, I guess I could assign them to be on the look for it as well during the day for their missions." Kagaya smiled, a chuckle at the beggining of his sentence where he misspoke.

"Great, by the way, y/n, do you know what blood demon art is? You should, being a former hashira." She said and I nodded. "I do, but I don't think i have one." I told her and she shook her head. "You do. You just need to figure it out... if you do it will aid you in fighting and other things." She told me and I sighed, looking down. "I don't fight." I told her and she nodded. "I understand, but if you do need to one day, it will take the weight off." She said softly and I smiled.

"Kagaya..." Tamayo said softly, in shock she gasped. "Your curse..." Tamayo said and I looked down. "Its my fault..." I said and Tamayo sighed. "I haven't done anything sexual with him, I'm so sorry... I just I hate myself now and—" I covered my face with my hands, flustered, embarrassed and frustrated. Tamayo sighed, rubbing my back softly. "Don't worry about it y/n, you should not hate yourself. As for Kagaya, you should only feel like you should need to when you're ready. He would never force you without your consent." Tamayo told me and I nodded looking down.

"Y/n, it's fine... it's only when you're okay with it." He said softly, grabbing onto my hand and holding onto it, our fingers intertwined, his warm hand felt nice against my cool skin. "Thank you, for never forcing me..." I told him and he smiled.

"Y/n, you should try and discover your demon art." She said and I nodded. "You should stay for the week." Kagaya said and Tamayo smiled, "really how sweet of you. Is that OK with you y/n?" She asked and I nodded. "Of course, it's always okay for you to stay over. We can work on my things as well whilst you're here, you can also see my kids!" I said and she smiled, "of course, of course as well as Kagaya's", Tamayo tilted her head and giggled a little.

A/n: hii ok so I'll try and update once a week before I work out the schedule btw ^^ i hope you enjoy this chapter !!