moment • Kagaya Ubuyashiki X Reader

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I looked down, staring at the ground.
Does he want to break up with me? It sounds like it, I can't do this. I thought everything was going amazing, I thought he loved me...

I could feel warm tears slip down my face, I sniffed a little and wiped my cheek. "Whats wrong?" I heard Kagaya asked, he sounded concerned. He stood infront of me, he cupped my cheek and moved his thumb wiping my tears
away.

"I— I thought you loved me Kagaya..." I sobbed, my heart ached and I cried harder. I heard him sigh then his arms wrap around me. He was so warm, but it hurt me more that he wanted to leave...

"I do love you y/n." He told me, I shook my head as he squeezed me a little tighter. "But, you—" I started but he hushed me quietly. "I think you took what I said the wrong way. I love you, truly I do y/n. Please, don't think I'm going to leave you. I just want to make sure you're comfortable with being with me, even though I'm such a burden."

His words made me a lot less sad, but then I frowned again. Kagaya thinks he's a burden, I know its hard with his illness for me and all but he's definitely not a burden.
"I don't want to leave, I want to be with you forever... you're not that much of a burden to me if I'm in love with you Kagaya." I said and I saw him smile softly whilst still looking worried.

I quickly realized what I should have added to that and spoke up. "I love you too Kagaya." I kissed his cheek and I saw a blush appear on his face.
He then rested his head on my shoulder, we stayed hugging eachother for a while before pulling away again.

"Lets get going home..." I Stated, Kagaya grabbed my hand and we started to walk back home in the night, the moon shining and the stars twinkling brightly.

Once we were back home I undressed Kagaya, I also undressed myself and then sat on the bed, not really caring that both or us were sitting together naked.

"Should we shower together?" Kagaya asked me and I smiled. "Of course we should my love." I helped him stand up and Soon we were both in the shower together.

Kagaya stood infront of me, I smiled and he held his hand on my waist. "Do you need help with your hair?" He asked and I nodded, I didn't, but I just wanted him to touch me anyway.

He lathered his hands in shampoo, then he ran his hands through my hair, at first just rinsing and washing it then he started to massage my scalp causing me to groan a little, I was quite stressed and he knew how to calm me down.

"Aww do you like that darling?" He teased as he massaged my head. "Oh shush, your fingers are just so soft..." I said as he continued. He then conditioned my hair, doing the same massage into my scalp and I smiled happily as he did so.

"Is it my turn now?" Kagaya asked innocently and I smiled. Kagaya tilted his head down as I lathered the shampoo, massaging his scalp in return, careful not to hurt him because of his curse. I could feel the scarring and veins on his scalp but I smiled to myself, its been good as of late. I then conditioned it and rinsed the rest away.

"Hmm your hands are quite soft too darling." He smiled tilting his head and I giggled a little. "Thank you..."

I used the body was and ran my hands down his bare chest, washing it and lathering the soap over him. I blushed taking in his form, he really is attractive.
I then got to his back, cleaning it the same way but also trying to be careful, massaging him a little being aware of the sensitive cursed purple skin.

"My turn—" Kagaya started but I gasped and cut him off. "Hey, no! That's too soon..." I blushed and looked down. "Hey, it's okay. I'll do your back for you y/n." He smiled, I turned around and felt his warm hands on the top of my back. He lathered the soap and massaged it in, his soft hands leaving me wanting more.

"Hm, looks like we are done for now." Kagaya smiled, I turned the shower off and stepped out handing him a towel and wrapping myself in one.

I watched him wrap the towel around himself and I smiled, he is so adorable.

"Bed time for us now darling..." he smiled and grabbed onto my hand, I walked us back into his room and we both laid on the bed, under the blankets and holding each other, cuddling and eventually falling asleep after a long day together.