moment • Kagaya Ubuyashiki X Reader

fourty seven

i woke up with Kagaya's arms wrapped around my waist, his face pressed to my neck and the sound of him breathing lightly, i smiled, turning to face him and kissing his cheek gently

he woke up, a soft smile on his face before he grabbed mine, bringing my face to his to kiss my lips softly.

"I'm sorry for everything..."

i whispered to him. He hummed and sighed before speaking, "Don't be sorry, my love, I'm not mad at you, even if i was, i could never stay mad for long."

i smiled, wrapping my arms around him now, buring my face into his chest and sighing.

"i love you, and i just want you to be happy, Kagaya... I'd do anything for your happiness... anything for you." I looked into his eyes, then down again as he held onto me.

"That's great, darling, as I'd do the same for you as well... the only thing i want is for you to be happy. your happiness matters to me the most recently, honestly theres been so much going on i just want you to be ok."

his words were soft and held so much meaning for me, my face blushed as i continued to hold him, content with him and our love.

"You know, i never thought... that when i was a demon slayer, that id ever become a demon, or even you, but here we are, both demons."

i said quietly, thinking, and none of the thoughts felt really positive right now.

"i always thought if i ever became a demon, I'd just kill myself, but... i didn't do that, and im still here, i mean, im happy because im with you."

Kagaya breathed out, pulling me a bit closer to him and squeezing me gently, kissing the top of my head before holding onto my face again, rubbing his thumb softly on my cheek bone

"i never want you to die... ever... the death and loss of people is what hurts me the most, y/n. when you became a demon, i was worried, i was scared, but i still loved you despite the fact you became one. i will always love you, no matter what. my love will always be unconditional, no matter what you do or what you go through... I'm always going to be here for you, darling. That fact will never change. i mean, we are married, hm? we have kids... i couldn't ask for a better wife honestly, my love is always going to be you and no one else."

i smiled at his words, holding his cheek in my hand, studying his face that i love oh so much before kissing his lips softly once again, breathing in his scent before pulling away.

"You're genuinely perfect... i wish i ... i wish i had gotten with you sooner, honestly, and maybe that's bad to say because you were married before me, but i wish that i was yours from the start, and no one elses. i wish it was just us, forever, with no one else."

i confessed, feeling bad for saying that, for even thinking that i feel evil. he was in love before me, but i wish it was only me from the start that there was no one else he'd truly love but me.

"...well, those are some cute words there y/n, but i can not say the same. i love you now for a long time, but i was in love before you. that doesn't make my love for you any less, or any weaker than it is right now, though. youre my darling, forever and always."

i smile, holding onto him and breathing out, pressing my forhead against his, breathing with him.

"You're so perfect, Kagaya..."

"And so are you y/n, you're my everything," he smiles and kisses me softly, holding onto my cheek, his hand slightly warm as he does so.

"i wish i could just lay with you, like this forever. i just want to always hold you, cuddle with you, everything."

i sigh, holding onto his wrist that connected to the soft hand placed onto my cheek.

"Maybe one day we can do that, but we still have kids to raise and a demon king to defeat."

Kagaya chuckles and brings me close to him again, his hand on my waist and the other still on my cheek, i lay my head onto his chest, humming softly and pulling the blanket back over us fully.

"i know we do, but i know that's not going to be thing we will have to do forever... once we have finished what we need to achieve,  i just want it to be us together peacefully. i dont want all this demon stuff anymore... i just want to be happy with you and at peace."