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11. Live Laugh Then...Part Ways🏴‍☠️

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^Rose Pov^

All I wanted to do was enjoy a fun time with these knuckleheads but kane and justin. Came now kane is dead. And Oliver has no shame about it for killing him. He could go to fucking jail.

"Jennie! I wanna go home now...I'd don't feel safe anymore." I whispered in her ear as she nodded and looked at me smiling.

"Ofc baby...let's go!" She said smiling at me and picking me up on her back. "Alright guys Rose wants to go home now! I think yall should go home aswell and get some rest we have a big test tomorrow in school!" Jennie excitedly smiled and rocked me on her back leaving the house and placing me in the car.

^Darren Pov^

I sat still on my bed as I heard my door open. I looked up only to see regie. I immediately turned over and got under the covers acting like I was sleep.

He looked at me and went into the shower. I heard the water turn on and the shower door open. I got up and walked over to the window looking outside. Then it hit me a poem my dad used to read me when I was a kid. I cried remembering it and started saying it.

If you have to ask WHY ME?

When your feeling really blue,

When the world has turned against you

And you don't know what to do,

When it pours colossal rain drops

And the roads a winding mess,

And you're feeling more confused

Then you could ever express,

When the sudden sun won't shine,

When the stars will not align,

When you'd rather be

Inside your bed,

The covers pulled

Above your head,

When life is something

That you dread

And you have to ask WHY ME?...

Then when the world seems right and true,

When rain has left a gentle dew,

When you feel happy being you,

Please ask yourself WHY ME? then, too.

I started crying and looking into the stars and the moon watching it shine in my eyes. 'I miss you dad?' 'Did you really have to go and leave me and mom?' "I need you!' 'Come back....' my thoughts fluttered with sadness and sorrow with doubt and anger. That combination only made me hate and miss him more. I stood up out of my little zoned out space and saw regie sitting on the bed looking at me. With tears in his eyes. "That was a cute poem, it has a lot of emotions!" He exclaimed and motioned for me to sit on his lap. I lazily walked over to him and sat on his lap.

"That's a poem my dad always read me when I was a kid. Before he...d- died" i started crying into the olders shoulder and letting out all my anger and sadness.

"R- regie I miss him! H- he left me and my m- mom...he d- died and it's all m- my f- fault!" I cried even harder into regie chest as he rubbed my back smoothly.

"Baby it's ok! Look at me- rest ok listen! Rest and stop stressing yourself I'm sorry he died must have been tough. How did he die though" regie suggested but the asked a question that I didn't feel like answering but. I can't keep secrets from him anymore

"He died from drugs, he took them very often. But one day he came home from work and took the whole bottle of them. Aswell as a needle in his arm. He did way to much that he overdosed and died. I know this because. I witnessed it, at the time when I was young, I was 5. I thought he was just eating sugar but with his nose. When I saw him giving himself a needle of liquid. I yelled and stopped him. So I called for my mom we both tried stopping him but he was already gone. So my mom called the ambulance. And they said he was to far gone. It's all my fault r- regie" I cried even more and biting my lips until they bleed.

"Hey stop that!" Regie put his arms up to stop me from biting my lips. "This is not your fault bud! You didn't know at the time. He died because he wanted to get him instead of take care of his family knowing he had a 5 year old son to take care of!" Regie suddenly yelled. I didn't like seeing him sad so I hugged his waist and wr both sat there and cried together. After a while we went to sleep. And didn't speak a word. Until the next day.

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