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^Darren Pov^
It's been 1 year and a half alone being lonely taking care of me and regies babies. I finally had our babies and school has ended. I got back in shape working out and ready for school to start back up again. I haven't seen regie in 1 year and a half. We separated from each other. So he could do college and I could take care of the babies. Though last time we saw eachother it wasnt on good terms.
^Recap^
"That's great babe!" His voice began crackling and I could see the frown on his face as more tears spilled out his eyes. "Darren I love you so much! This is why I wanted to wait to be in a relationship with you. I love you with all my heart but...I don't think we're ready for a long distance relationship it's not healthy baby! When I come back. I'll come back to you while I'm gone find someone who will take care of you don't cry over me when I'm gone. Me Oliver and ryan are going to the same college please stay strong for me. This isn't the end baby!" I smiled as tears ran down my face. I pulled him into a hug and cried harder. The younger pulled out the hug and gave me a kiss on the lips quickly pulling away running up the steps, Into a room.
I frowned seeing the younger small sobs and looking miserable. I went upstairs into me and Darren's room. He wasn't in there he's probably in his moms room. I tried opening the bathroom door. But it was locked which mean he was in there. I knocked on the door hearing little sobs. "G- go a- away!~" he cried out. Instead of bugging him. I just left from the door and packed my bags.
"He left me~" Darren sobbed uncontrollably shaking his head in disbelief.
^End of recap^
I sighed remember the events and went shopping for school things. School is starting up again I'll be a senior and I'll be with sebastian. I walked in the school with my head held up and smiling walking over to sebastian. He was on the phone with ryan. Just chit chatting. Blah blah blah. "Hey bitch how are ya?" I asked smiling looking at him. "Hey....bud happy birthday" he smiled softly before saying he loves ryan and hanging up.
"Ah ty I guess, but I don't get it, how do you do long distance relationships isn't to hard?" I asked the other before sighing. "Yes! It is hard but...if you really loved the person you were with. You'd wait for them. That's true love..." he smiled and gave me a 'take this in deeply' look. I just sighed before walking into the newly math classroom me and seb had. We sat next to eachother in the back of the room.
The bell went off and all the students left out to go to ela now. Me and seb sat in the back once again. Doing stupid fucking paragraphs and reading chapters of a book with the class. That class ended then went to science...then lunch
"So how do you feel? About having to take care of Jisoo and Jackson all alone without the help of regie? Sebastian asked while we walked over to a cafeteria table holding our trays of food. "Do you miss regie?" He asked as well. Sitting at the table. I sighed before looking at him in annoyed way. "I feel fine about having to take care of my kids alone. At least he was there when I had the baby. And no I don't miss Regie! He left me not the other way around" I sighed an pushed my tray of food off the table.
I stood up and walked away from the table putting my airpods in my ears. And listening to the voicemails regie has been sending me all year. A notification on my phone popped up saying '@olivermoy has posted a new photo and tagged you'
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Liked by: lildarbear, bigdaddyregie, sebastianmoy, takenbyjennie, imyouraveragegirlj.e.n.n.i.e, azngami and 40,196, others olivermoy: it's been yet another year happy birthday my little bear!! Comments:
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I sat in my secret place, I'd always go when I was mad or angry. I used to sit here and chill with Oliver. But I have sit here with 'crazy sebastian.' I sighed and finished listening to the voicemails. Not caring if lunch was over and it was time for free period.
I just sat there under the steps zoned out. Thinking of regie and how happy he made me. Why couldn't he have a long distance relationship with me..without breaking my heart...then have the audacity to say "I'll never leave you" but you fucking left me you traitor.
School ended and I woke up in still in the school it was late in the afternoon...I walked out from under the stairs and left the building. Going back home!
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