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I ran out the school to the roof and smiled brightly at the sun shinning remember the sun shinning in regies brown chocolatey eyes.
Regie followed me up to the roof and smiled when he saw me- "hey there you are" he smiled and sat next to me on the bench.
I looked at him then frowned. I looked away a let out a sigh and a tear that i had no idea caming down.
"Hmm...you ok darren?" He asked that only made me feel worse. 'Regie can I asked you something' is what I wanted to say but I didnt have the guts to say it. My head was spinning round and round. All I ever wanted was a boyfriend, and with regie I have that spark and that connection but. Idk if we'll ever be anything more than friends with benefits. So it's best to just forget this whole little fling and find someone who will give me what I've wanted all my life. Yes I want kids! Yes I want marriage! Yes I want a normal life with a normal husband, who will take care of me and my kids! Who won't leave them like my father left me and my mom.
"Regie, what are we even? Exactly?" I said finally having the courage to say it. He sighed before standing up. "Darren were friends with benefits!" He said with a smiled and rubbed my cheek. I pulled his hand away and let out a tear. "That's the thing reg- I want to be with you be your boyfriend hopefully someday i would want to get married to you and have this baby. But i can't have that life because you only wanna be a fling. I want you and only you to myself and. I want me to be yours aswell. Is this so much to ask for?" I cried harder and sat back down on the bench.
"D- darren I want that too but what happens when I graduate high school? I'll be gone aswell as some of your friends while you and seb will be seniors. I want a life with you but....I'll be going to college soon. I want to spend out last moments now before I make you mine and claim you forever!" He smiled while crying aswell. That only made me angrier. "REGIE!! STOP THINK ABOUT TWH FUTURE AND THINK ABOUT THE PRESENT! ALL I WANT IS A SIMPLE LIFE AND A SMIPLE BOYFRIEND. BUT YOU WON'T LET ME! IM ALREADY HAVING OUR BABY...IF THATS NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU TO MAKE ME YOURS. THEN FUCK YOU AND FUCK EVERYTHING. I SHOULD BE WITH SOMEONE WHO WILL GIVE ME WHAT I REALLY NEED!! ALL MY LIFE IVE ALWAYS WANTED THIS KINDA LIFE I JUST NEEDED TO MEET THE RIGHT PERSON THEN I FOUND YOU. AND NOW I LOST YOU! I JUST DON'T WANT TO BE LEFT LIKE MY DAD LEFT ME AND MY MOM." I screamed this time causing my lungs to burst through flames and warm hot tears bursting through my eyes.
"it's hard and complicated...I'm just not ready yet why isn't this enough for you darren. Our kid isn't this enough for you?" Regie asked I looked away...
"No its actually not...after all we are just friends with Benefits so who cares what I think or want. After all your just a baby daddy and I'm a pregnant teen. I don't think this will work out regie. I'm tired and I want to be away from you. I need some space" just like that regie left the roof and I cried even harder as I felt kicking I my stomach. I fell to the ground and passed out. Completely unconscious. From not eating the whole day.
After that i woke up in a infirmary room the white lights shining in my eyes. I saw Oliver, seb and ryan all by the bed surrounding me. Looked around and saw no regie. I guess my words really got to him.
I sat up and immediately whined in pain. "Hey take it easy there! You have a baby in your stomach so stop moving around. Or you'll only make the pain worse" the doctor said before checking the xray i looked at it and saw the baby in the xray moving around and kicking.
"How old are you sir?" She asked with a wide smile on her face. "I- I'm 1- 17" I stuttered out as the pian came back to me, In my stomach. I closed my eyes at the sudden action and thought about my mother.
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