Broken Mirror

Chapter 12

Rose was a stripper in the south town of Jersey. She worked there for about 3 years now! She lived in an apartment with her mom, who is on drugs btw! All she ever wanted to do was save money and get up out of the hood!
Rose never thought one day she would have a man that will change her life! But the rough times she had before she met Jamal !
Jamal was a regular nigga from the hood but he was different, he grew up with the thought of selling drugs but he also invested he owned a restaurant in New York! Enough about him tho! Back to me!
Rose:
I was a stripper and I loved what the fuck I do,couldn't nobody tell me nothing! Everything I got I worked for and no matter what I would go get it by any means!
The difference between these hoes and me I wasn't trying to be this person, this who I had to be!
My mom was a crackhead and every time I tried to save money she would steal from me! I let it slide so many times but this time, it's time for me to go!
My mom got locked up a couple weeks ago so it left me to take care of my little brother ! I had to fight and save money to get him back from the state! Shit man! I was fucking tight! Soon I try to move forward and some bullshit jumps off!
Rashed was important to me; he's the closest thing to me! My older brother was killed back in 09 and our family haven't been the same! My mom turned to drugs and my little brother Rashed was a crack baby! When my mom lost my older brother Rodrick she turned to drugs and has been that way since!
So stripping was the only thing left for me to do, I needed money and I needed it fast! I was paying bills and caring for my little brother and my mom, that shit made me who i am! And idgaf who came to judge me on how I make my money!
Jamal:
I always had my eyes on the chick Rose from uptown, she always was the type to always go get her own! All the other chicks I had always were after what I had and didn't realize the things I really wanted! She was different, I know she is a stripper but I don't judge!
Anyway, I'm a successful criminal lol I sold drugs my whole life and I was just the one to make it and invest! I own a couple of restaurants in New Jersey but Texas was my main location! I moved from Jersey two years ago! Shit just wasn't for me! Rose and I went to High school together but she was always the quiet type and very independent type! That made me want her more!
I was in Jersey for a week on a business trip! I happened to run into Rose at the club she worked at! I remember she came out with the red lingerie and the short red curly hair! She danced to Keith sweat right and wrong! I couldn't take my eyes off her.
When she got down off the pole, I began to approach her! We talked and exchanged numbers! She was in a rush for some reason!
November 15,2012
Rose and I went on a date! I took her to my restaurant in New York! I shut it down so it could just be me and her and of course my best chef! Rose's favorite food was stuffed lobster! Exactly what I made happen !
We laughed and talked the whole night. It's been three weeks and not once did she ask me for a dime!
I had gone away to L.A and I wanted her to go with me! Maybe it's too soon! I think she is feeling me lol!
I had my driver meet her at work and gave her a note for a little scavenger hunt!As I got in the shower I felt his hands on my back! As I closed my eyes he began to step into the shower and as he stepped in he kissed on my neck! I begin to breathe heavily and my pussy begins to have a pulse! As I turn around and kiss him on his lips I feel his dick touch my leg and when I look down all I could think of is why so big? I begin to bend down and put my tongue on his big piece! He put his fingers through my hair, and the water ran down my back. I look up at him and he has his head back moaning "damn"! He lifts me up and then picks me up with my legs straddling around his waist!
He carried me to the room onto the bed and he began to kiss my body and he got lower and started to taste me!

120am:
He gets a call as we were making love! The phone continued to ring and he left it! That right there showed me a lot!
He gave me his time and a lot of men don't give you their time!
Chapter 12 part 2
As Jamal gets up he checks his phone! He suddenly hops up real fast, he hopped up so fast it scared me out of my sleep!
Jamal hops in the shower and leaves his phone unlocked so I did what any woman would do! I looked at the messages to see who he was talking to!
Text message from: contact Faith🙏🏾♥️
Him: Hey babe I will be home later!
Then I go to his pictures to see him and some bitch laid up! It was fire in my eyes! All I could do was go to the bathroom and throw his phone at him! I'm yelling and crying and he is just looking and holding me trying to calm me down!
I'm putting my clothes on and grabbing my things ready to go,when I get to the door I tell him it's over! And I don't want anything to do with him anymore!
Babe wait!!! Babe don't call me no damn babe I said! You out here with this bitch telling her the same thing you're telling me! I will not be treated like a side bitch and I will not let you talk me into staying!
The door slammed behind me and all I could do was cry while walking to my car and as I got closer and closer the tears flowed more and more!I just lay in my room with music playing and my phone constantly ringing! Jamal has been calling me for the past couple days I haven't answered! I even moved into a different apartment where he didn't know about.
I need a girls night out! So I text my girl Sahara. We have been friends since high school.
To sahara: let's go out tonight, meet me at the train station at 7! Love you
Sahara was the type to just worry about getting money. I used to tell her to slow down but you know ppl gonna do what they want. It's 630 and I'm done getting dressed and all I could think about is Jamal.
So before I head out I call him and see what he wants! I played as if I really didn't want to talk to him.
What Jamal?
Rose, I'm sorry!
Look you go head and b with ya girl and leave me tf alone! I really don't know what else to say to Jamal, I'm on the phone with him and I'm standing there just rolling my eyes at every word! He just says the same stuff over and over. Nothing makes sense to me anymore! I'm just over it!
3 months later:
I haven't talked to Jamal and I was just getting the hang of things and starting to feel myself again! Noooo I am not dating and I haven't thought about it! It feels good!