Broken Mirror

Chapter 6

Rewind to 2018. I was living on my own now and had a car, I was working, my kids were bigger and they were happy. All we had was us, I worked my ass off and I did what I had to do for them. My son was diagnosed with ADHD and he was put on meds. My kids and i used to have movie nights and we used to just b so close and things suddenly changed when i started dealing with this guy Que he was 6'5 maybe 280 lbs, when i met him he was freshly out of a relationship so it was clear he didn't want a relationship, i understood that my intentions was to just to have on call dick. Anyway, we talked and text for a couple days before I decided to let him come to my house. You know what females aren't skeptical about letting some guy come to your house. I knew him for a long time. My dad used to go with his cousin and so happens my little sisters are his cousin.

When he came over i guess he thought i was going to give the pussy up right away nah baby i don't play around like that, but i was on my period so even if i was on some crazy shit it wasn't going to happen. Anyway our bond was a vibe like we laughed and talked about everything he was so sweet and just a giant teddy bear. I fell for him and he fell for me but it took him longer too but he was crazy over me. Things started going downhill, it was red flags and i gnored them like a dumb bitch. This man was living this triple life idk wtf he was doing but i was blind to the shit. My friend hit me and was like hey yo know the guy you fuck with have a baby on the way? That's when things went left with us he cried for me to stay and to be patient. He explained he didn't want the baby and the girl he was dealing with was a side bitch from when he was with his girlfriend. I knew nothing about this bitch, I guess she went through his messages and found out about me but when i knew nothing of her. She was a kid compared to me. So anyway when she finally found out wso i was she stalked my page and had her friends constantly sending me requests over and over. This bitch was delusional like a real lifetime move delusional but see me i'm crazy no bitch scares me and i guess that's what she thought she was going to do.

I stop talking to him for awhile and then my dumb ass took him back like he situation was toxic, we had gret sex his dick was good i just couldn't get enough and when he put his big dick inside this wet ass pussy things just went away i was no longer mad at im, but deep down i knew this was wrong and i knew i shouldv'e left. He was playing both sides of the fence, he really brought my energy level down, I stopped doing a lot of things, arguing and knocking on a bitch door,going in her job just ready to fight was it or. I found myself getting out of character so many times.
She ran into my car with hers and after that all see is blood but my kids and cops is what's keeping me from whooping her usgly ass, she still watches my page on some creep girl shit, she still be on facebook coming for me and all his baby moms who don;t want him, i'm telling y'all she's deluuuu not crazy at all cuz she a bitch and won't fight a damn soul.

Here it is 2022 and i finally blocked him and cut him off because my life was a fucking movie dealing with que, i tried my best and all i got rom him was false dreams and almost jail time. He was really playing both sides, and she thought cuz she had a baby it was gonna keep him noooooo he was coming to my house in her car and fucking and eating my ass while she was at home waiting for him to get back with her car, he would cry and cry and beg me to never leave him and he loved me. All the things that used to get me to come back and forgive him didn't work this time. I was tired of playing this game with him and although I did love him I started realizing my worth and what wasn't for me anymore. Everything used to get to me. I was responding and responding to the hate and the comments but for what? For him to still fuck both of us? I wasn' for that shit anymore. He drained tf out of me. I was losing hair and weight was up and down. I just didn't know what to do. I became depressed and stayed in my room. It took the life out of me. My kids felt as if I didn't love them because I wouldn't pay them any mind because I was so stressed and hurt because the man I loved was constantly making me look like a damn fool out here. When I saw my kids acting out and they weren't feeling what was going on I had to leave him alone.