lollipop ➹ jaywon

RED. 012

a/n ::

a few more chaps to go and we're done!!! this one's pretty short im sorry

p.s there's gonna be a kissing session ahead, at one point they gave off friends w benefits vibes bye

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He's pretty.

Wearing Jay's gray hoodie, leaning on his chair with his feet resting on his desk with a book stuck on his cute face, and his hair carelessly messed up. Jay finds himself staring while Maeumi sits on his lap, sitting on Jungwon's bed. "You look pretty," he says after a good minute of soothing silence, "very pretty."

By his words, Jungwon looks up and he smiles at the older's endearing words. "Mm. Thanks."

"My hoodie suits you," his mere words were enough to make the corners of Jungwon's lips shake into a suppressed smile. The latter nods his head, and with Jay's hand petting Maeumi's fur while his other hand fiddles with his phone, the two are met with silence. One that isn't unbearable nor stilted, but rather the silence akin to that of a quiet classroom after a tiring school day, where everyone tries to drift off to sleep, read, sketch, or even (surprisingly so) scribble and do their homework early. They both knew whatever they were doing was for themselves. A little me-time, with just a tinge of company.

It's calming. The opened window reveals the beautiful sun setting meekly down the orange skies. It casts on Jungwon's face that accented his bare-faced skin. The sun meets him. Albeit outside looks gorgeous, Jungwon is the sole reason why air knocks off Jay's lungs and he can talk about it forever; about how Jungwon's beauty outshines everything else he has ever seen, even making the exquisite skies and anything of grandeur look grotesque comparing to him.

Jungwon. He's pretty. He's the one who makes Jay's heart throb. The only one Jay wishes he could wake up next to. Jungwon is the prettiest boy in Jay's eyes.

He's been staring too much, thinking too much, that he hasn't even noticed Jungwon already drawing in a lollipop inside his mouth. It's red in color, perhaps the same one that he's always been sucking on even when they were children. One of their secrets was when they played mom and dad in The Tree as kids, Jungwon always had these types of lollipops in his pocket. Whenever they walked home from school, Jungwon always clenched on the candy's stick and happily consumed it. It never runs out, and Jay assumes that it's his favorite.

A little red ball glistened and grazed in between Jungwon's teeth.

When time goes by, and the skies turn pink and purple as the moon slowly starts to take over, Jungwon has himself leaning on his bed's headboard as usual.

The gray hoodie he was wearing was slightly lifted up, just enough to expose cold air to his torso; however the warmth of Jay's hands instantly fired him up. Either legs on each side of Jay's hips as the older presses against him, hands roaming around Jungwon's tiny waist. For their second kiss, Jay finally finds out what flavor it was. Red lollipops have a wider selection of flavors unlike other colored sweets such as the orange-flavored ones. It could have been cherry. Or strawberry. As their lips attach perfectly with each other, Jay doesn't take a hard time to guess.

The love of his life tastes like raspberry.

Jay wasn't the one who initiated the kiss. It was Jungwon who ended up sitting beside him. It was Jungwon whose hand casually landed on his thigh while they were laughing over some random conversation, and it was Jungwon who kept on looking at Jay's lips. Seeing as he wasn't saying anything except for increasing the tension, it was Jay who asked. Do you want to kiss me? And just seconds after he said those words with a hasty nod from Jungwon, they were both lips on lips, positioning themselves to be comfortable.

Hips flushed against each other, Jungwon's hands slipped under Jay's shirt and felt him up from his chest down to his stomach. It's breathtaking and their hearts rang loudly in their ears. Jungwon tastes like raspberry, sweet, so sweet, and Jay just couldn't get enough. Jay's amazing, Jungwon knows that. Much like Jay, Jungwon's also... fairly obsessed. When Jay pulls for air, he only takes a few seconds to stare at Jungwon whose eyes were hooded and lips were bruised, and he smiles at how stunning he looks. Jungwon chases after his lips and they kiss ruthlessly.

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They've both relaxed a bit at this point. They weren't aggressively moving their lips against each other in sync unlike a few minutes ago nor gripping each other's bodies as if their life depended on them. Jay carefully brushes his lips on Jungwon's, not even pressing them, just tenderly caressing their equally bruised lips so as to not hurt them. Although it still stings a bit, it feels great. "Jungwon," he whispers amidst panting. "What are we?" He lets out a pleasured groan as Jungwon rubs against his hips. "Jungwon," he breathes out, hearing the younger's gasps for air.

"Jay-hyung," Jungwon enunciates prettily, sweat glistening on his face.

"Baby. What are we?" Jay repeats softly and they can hear footsteps coming through their labored breathing. Before Jay panics, Jungwon grabs on his strong arms.

"Door's locked," he panted. And true to his words, Jake ends up saying from outside, unaware of what was happening.

"Dinner's ready! Wait, is Jay still there? Uh, that's weird, that's suspicious—"

"I'm coming!" Jungwon sighs.

Jay tiredly plops to the bed, laying down beside Jungwon. Catching their breath as if they've run a marathon. As he stares into the ceiling, he feels Jungwon's hand hold his own.

"We're lovers."

By his words, Jay whips his head to his side to look at Jungwon. "Like.. Like boyfriends?" He asks, though he can't hide the sheer happiness in his voice. Jungwon chuckles, nodding his head.

"Like boyfriends." Jay's eyes briefly widen and a grin forms on his face. He tackles in for a hug, smothering kisses all over Jungwon's cheeks, letting out countless mwah! Mwah! I love you!

And not long after that, they both join in dinner. When Jake's eyes bulge when he sees both of them and Haewon snorted, Jungwon immediately 'defends' them by saying they've eaten red lollipops. Namjoon purses his lips and doesn't say anything, in fact, he only treats them as if it was a regular night, while Seokjin sarcastically nods and basically raps uhhuh, lollipops definitely make your lips swell.

The family bursts out into laughter except for both Jungwon and Jay who's faces flushed in embarrassment and fluster. They're dating; the family catched on pretty quickly.

Under the table, their hands were intertwined.

a/n ::

WELL THATS IT FOR THIS CHAP!! they're so in love it hurts every inch of me BECAUSE?!?!?! ☹️ HELLO hand-holding under the table!!!! and jay's so whipped it can easily be told through the earlier narrations