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Chapter 48

Finn's POV:

The sound of Rachel's nails tapping on the window is all I can hear. All I want to hear right now.

This is the day where I'm going to see my baby.

She's going to be adorable. I'm sure.

Or he.

He's going to be adorable. I'm sure.

Shit, what if it's twins.

They're going to be adorable. I'm sure.

The only issue is that I'm not sure. I don't know the gender, or the hair color, or anything about it.

All that's known is the baby came from both me and Rachel. So the baby must be perfect. Right?

"Finn stop swerving." Rachel says, stopping my mind from wandering.

Only then do I realize that I'm shaking. My hands, feet, legs, head, and entire body to be completely honest.

"In point two miles, turn right." Rachel's phone says.

"In point two-" Rachel starts, but I ignore her.

Breath.

Nothing will go wrong.

Shit!

What if I just jinxed that?

What if something does go wrong?

No. Everything will be fine. Just breath.

"Finn. Take a right." Rachel says, and I see that she's still tapping her hands against the glass window. She only does this when she's nervous. I've noticed her doing it before nationals and a few math tests.

"I'm sure the baby will be perfect." I tell her, and break the silence.

"Y-yeah. I'm sure." Rachel says, and I sigh.

"Do you want to talk about something?"

"Not really. Sorry. I'm just thinking, that's all." She replies, and I decide to shut my mouth. I honestly don't want to annoy her.

"Your destination is on the right." Her phone states, and I pull into the parking lot.

I've never parked at a hospital and not been nervous. It's just something that I have. Hospitals are filled with bad news. And I hate it.

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"Hi, we're here for an appointment with Dr. Fiddley." My beautiful wife says to the receptionist.

"Yeah. Rachel Hudson?"

"Yep." Rachel says.

Tap tap tap

Her fingertips tap the desk lightly, making the slighest noise, but catches my attention.

Tap

Tap

"Rach. Do you want to sit down?" I ask, hoping to calm her.

My role as a husband is to protect her, and to make her happy. So that's what I will do.

After all, she deserves it.

I can sit her down, rub her back a little, maybe give her a massage. And I know she loves when I play with her hair. Quinn hated that. But Rachel likes it. Apparently it gives her the chills.

And I can whisper nice things in her ear, which also makes her smile.

"Nah." She says bluntly, catching me off guard.

"No?"

"No."

"No what?"

"No, I want to stand." She says, and paces around the room.

She's nervous and she's being so damn obvious about it. And it's not like I'm perfectly fine either. I can feel my fucking toes shaking!

"Rachel Hudson?" Someone calls, and it takes Rachel a second to realize that her last name is Hudson. I smile a little, and follow the doctor into the room.

"Sit right there ma'am." She tells Rachel, who sits down on the long chair.

"Lift up your shirt." The doctor tells Rachel nicely, and she does as the doctor says.

Some weird gel is rubbed on Rachel's stomach, and she sqeezes my hand.

"I'm nervous." She mouthes to me, and I sigh.

"Me too." I whisper.

The small stick is held in the doctor's hand, and it gets closer to Rachel's bare stomach.

As it touches her skin, I see the outline of a baby on the screen.

"Is that-" Rachel gasps, and I feel the tears role down my face.

"Would you like to know the gender?" The kind doctor asks, and Rachel nods.

She squeezes my hand, and the stick gets moved around Rachel's body.

"It's a boy." The doctor tells us, and I feel my entire body freeze.

A boy.

I'm having a fucking son.

A human that's going to call me dad.

And I'm going to raise him.

Mine.

And Rachel's.

I have a wife and a son.

Everything I could have ever wanted.

And I've honestly never been happier.

A box of tissues are given to Rachel, who then hands them over to me.

"Ours." She mouthes, and I do the same.

My phone buzzes, but I leave it in my pocket. Not ruining this moment by checking my phone.

"Let's go," She says once her gel is wiped off.

I nod, and follow behind my beautiful and pregnant wife.

She walks back to the desk and fills out some more paperwork, while I wave to a baby who's mom is holding it tightly.

She finishes the paperwork, and I see that she's already on her way to the elevator.

"Cmon Finn!" She says happily, and I follow behind.

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"I'm gonna go take a nap. This baby is making me so fucking tired." Rach groans, letting out a big yawn.

She's gorgeous. Even when there's a baby inside of her, she's still hot. I think the fact that the baby is mine makes me even more attracted to her.

*New message* my phone says, and the second I read it, I feel like throwing up.

'So what... I hurt you five years ago. Get over it! And btw I heard you're going to Will's wedding. See you soon ;) -N'

When will Nicole fucking leave me alone?!

I'm happily married, and don't need her ruining that for me or Rach.

My fingers brush over the letters, trying to think of something to write back, but my mind is blank. There's nothing I need or want to say to her.

Maybe if I ignore her she will go away.

I toss my phone onto the coffee table and shut my eyes, letting my mind wander into a peaceful sle-

"Finn! Can you make me a chocolate cake?" Rachel screams from her room.

I groan, knowing that I have no choice. A pregnant Rachel is not someone you want to say no to.

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A/N

I DID IT. I GOT OVER MY WRITERS BLOCK AND IM BACK OH MY GOD.

Okay I'll start the next chapter later. :)

Hope you all have had an amazing summer.

Sarah