Always Hidden

Chapter Three

I got up from the bed and looked at Michael as he sleeps. I walked over to the bathroom and looked at the mirror and began to cry I wiped my tears and ran a bath.

"Mommy ?" Jamarcus said walking into my bathroom

"Yes baby ? I said wiping my face

"Why are you crying mommy ?" he said giving me a hug

I wanted to cry but i held back my tears "Mommy's not crying baby I yawned and my eyes got watery" I said running my finger through his hair "You want to take a bath with mommy ?" He nodded his little head. I took his clothes off and put them in my dirty clothes hamper

"I'm washing you then mommy gotta get in"

"Ok" he said playing with his bath toys

The bathroom door swung open "Hey Marc" Michael said reaching for his tooth brush "Hey dad"

I turned my head and started washing Jamarcus "You bouta act like you don't hear me ?" he said talking to me "I mean you did just took advantage of me Michael why do i have to speak to you ?" I said walking out the bathroom

"Who you talking to ?" he said following me and slamming the bathroom door

"Leave me alone Michael" I said pushing him

"Leah chill Jamarcus is in the bathroom" he said holding my arms

"I don't give a fuck Michael stop acting like you did not just raped me" I said trying to hit him

" I didn't rape you" he said stopping me

"So you just gonna lie ?" I yelled "Get the fuck off me" I yelled

"Leah chill the fuck out" he said pushing me into the bathroom door

"Mommy" I heard Jamarcus baby voice yell out

I opened the bathroom door and locked me and Marcus in there

"Yes baby" I said walking over to him

"Leah open the door please" he said banging on the door

I covered Marcus ears "Why so you can rape me again ?" I yelled watching Jamarcus play with his bath toys

"I didn't fucking rape you Leah you wanted it and you know you did so stop fucking lying" he said

I felt rage just come upon my body i didn't know what i was feeling but i felt like killing his ass. I let go of Jamarcus ears and unlocked the bathroom door

Before i could open it he busted through the door grabbing my arms and shaking me "Who the fuck you trying to impress huh ?" he kept asking while shaking me. I looked at Jamarcus while he was crying which made me cry so i yelled "Get off me Michael Jamarcus is watching you" I yelled

"Get off mommy daddy" he cried out Michael stopped and looked at Jamarcus crying he left go of me and walked out the bathroom "You better not locked that door" he yelled out. I grabbed Jamarcus out the tub and dried him off and wiped his tears "It's ok marc" I said wiping his tears "Mommy's ok it's ok baby" i said giving him a hug. I picked him up and walked into his room and got him dressed "Leah come here and bring marc with you" Michael yelled

Jamarcus looked at me like i told him he was to go to preschool on the weekends now "Come on nothing is going to happen it's going to be ok" I said picking him up. I walked in the livingroom and seen Michael crying

"What's wrong baby ?" I said leaning down towards him

"I'm sorry Leah and Marc daddy just hasn't been his self i'm sorry and I'll do anything to make you guys stop being scared of me" he said balling his eyes out. I covered Jamarcus ears "Why are you being a dick to us ?" I said rubbing his shoulders "Bae I don't want to talk about it" he said wiping his face

"What do you mean ?" I asked getting mad "I'm your wife Mike why are you shutting me out ?" I asked looking down on him. He didn't say anything he just looked down on his phone. I sighed and walked into my room and changed my clothes and pack me and Jamarcus some clothes

"Whenever your ready to talk let me know" I said picking up Jamarcus and my keys

"Where you going ?" he asked getting up from the couch

I slammed the door and ran over to the car.

I put the bag in the back seat and out Marc in his seat "put your seat belt on for mommy baby" I said closing the door and running to the driver side of the car. I was rushing because i didn't want Michael to come out of that house and embarrass me in front of our neighbors. But i'm getting away and it feels so good to get away from him.