In Love

Chapter 3 Fired

Nikkita Bill

Nikk customers are waiting what are you still doing, you should have improve after all this months, why are you still clumsy, my boss shout at me. I run to the first table and take their order, I went to the second table and do the same. When am done taking orders. You should have get use to his nagging, Lia said with a smile. Yes, have already get use to it. I said with a smile also. Lia is not my friend, I don't have a friend, me and Lia have been working together now for a year. Lia have been working here for three years. Let me just say we get along really well. I went to table 1 to serve their order, but the lady shout at me, what the fuck is this, I did not order this, where the hell is your boss, I want someone else to take my order not a trash like you, she said. Am really sorry, sorry for yourself, she said. My boss come out and apologise on my behave, he even give them a free meal. I know my salary is going to cry for that later.

Nikk see me in my office now, he said. I let out a breath. I follow him to his office. Am really sorry boss, that enough, he cut me off. It the same excuse, you are really sorry, something like this won't repeat itself, my boss said like I always do. I bow down my head and said nothing, this is the tenth time this is happening today, this always happens everyday, I won't wait still you run down my shop, he said. This is your salary for this months, you can stop coming to work from now on, he said. I have know words to say, he his right, why am I so clumsy, why can't I do anything right. I walk out of my boss office, I couldn't stop my tears. Is it my fault that my parents abandoned me, am I really curse like they said when I was in the orphanage. Am only 19, why is my life so miserable. My tears blurred my eyes, I wouldn't see well, I use my hand to clean my tears away.

The place I live can't be called a home, I want to work hard and live a simple life, I don't know why that is hard to ask for. I learn how to read and write at The orphanage even if it not that much. I want to further more, I really want to go to higher institutions, but it just a wishful thinking of mine. It my dream to always go to a university. But some dreams are met to be dreams, not all dreams comes true. When I was at the orphanage, we aren't expose to this kind of life they live outside of the orphange, but when I leave the orphanage, I wish I never did. Because these people are cruel human being, they are heartless. I think I should think about what to do next, I said to myself with a smile. No matter what life might bring to you, just keep fighting and never give up, when I remember that words, it always put a smile on my face, our Dean always said that. Wait, something is wrong, I turn around to see a car have been following me.

I laugh, this is really great what a wonderful day, I might be tired of this life, but that doesn't mean I want to die so soon, I did not think twice before running, where should I run to, am still thinking about where to run to when I was pull into the car. Great this is really great