In Love

Chapter 17 Get Out

Nikkita Pov

I know I did bad, I can't even solve those little problem and I want to go to uni, I could see the disappointment in Mr Bill eyes when I couldn't solve those problems, and now Mr Colman is calling me, I think am done for, there is no need to go to school I don't want to waste their money. I knock on the door and I went in when I heard a come in. I let out a cough as I step in, everywhere is fill of smoke and he did not open the window.

You can open them, he said like he can read my mind, I went to open the window and start fanning away the smoke with my hand. Come here, I heard his cold voice and I went over immediately. He said you fail and you can't make it to any university, he said and I shake my head sadly. I know I did bad, he doesn't need to explain that to me but his next question surprised me because he isn't someone who care about other people. What did you want to do next? Did you want to go to high school first, he ask but I shake my head.

I will work, I said in a voice I did not believe he will hear. What kind of work did you think you can do without going to school, unless you want to be a maid or waitress, he said. He talk like he doesn't care, I never ask him to care but he shouldn't look down on someone. Just because you were born rich and you're brilliant doesn't mean you should look down on people, I know if I was born with a silver spoon, I won't be in this situation and I know I will do better than you, I lash out before I could even stop myself and I know I dig my own grave.

Am trying to help you but it seems you don't need my help so get out, he said harshly. I-- I-- Out, his cold voice ring out. I gulp and walk out of his study room slowly. He doesn't even sound like he want to help me, how did he expect me to know. What did he say, his mom or should I say our Mom said as soon as I get to the living room. I explain everything to her and she smile, their is a solution, she said. I sit down beside her and hold her hand. Mom please tell me, I said and she seem please. Come it me, she said and I followed behind her. She went into the kitchen and I followed her. I watched her make coffee. Go give it to him, she said. I carry the one she make but she collect it from me. What? Make it for him, she said. Why? I can give this to him right.

Yes you can give this to him but he will know I make it, she said and take a sip out of the coffee in her hand. I went to the coffee making machine and make the coffee the way she make it. I look at her to see her reaction. She only smile and shake her head. Did I get it wrong, I ask. She shrug her shoulders, go give it to him. I went up the staircase, I stand infront of his door, am really scared of opening this door, seriously scared. I got to do this anyway, he can't kill me, mom will get mad if he did but wait I will already be dead by then, I close my eyes and take in a deep breath before knocking on the on the door. Please God have mercy on your child, maybe that your last pray, my subconscious said.