In Love

Chapter 31 Monster

Nikkita Pov

Have being meaning to ask you, I said calmly not knowing where to start from. What? He ask. What was your childhood like? Boring, he said not sounding interested in the topic. Come on tell me, I pout. You really want to know, he ask me. Yes I want to know, I reply sounding interested because I really am. Why? He ask. What, I ask back confused. Why did you want to know about my childhood, he ask.

Just want to know, must there be a reason for me to want to know, I ask pouting my lips. I know how to shoot at the age of 4, I kill at the age of 8 and I kill my father at the age of 11 and take over everything he has, when he said those words like it was nothing, I stiff, I shouldn't have ask. I couldn't find my voice, that a lots of information for me to process, he killed his father and take over his wealth and he even seems proud of it.

I know I should say something, I just don't know the right word to say, I can't even find my voice to say it, he push at my back for him to stand-up and he leave the room. He kill his father, what kind of Son will kill his father, he his a monster. I felt a tears slip out of my eyes, it a drop at first but it became many in the next seconds. What have I got myself into, am even stupid to think he have feelings for me, am such an idiot.

I get it now, he was worried yesterday because he killed someone father, but that not it, he was worried because he think that person will come for revenge, if am also the one, I will come for revenge and if I die in the process I will make sure to hunt him down. I regret knowing a monster like him. He his nothing but a monster. I take my books and left his room, I went to mine, I don't want to see him.

I did not know how long have pass but I did not hear from Tyler and am grateful for that. There was a knock on my door, yes, I answered. Dinner is ready Miss, a maid said from outside. Okay, I stand-up and went to the dinning room, I thought he wouldn't be there, but am wrong, he his already sited and eating his food. I sit down and also eat my meal. Done with the work, he ask, I wasn't expecting him to talk to me, guess I was wrong the second time tonight. Yes, I reply not bothering to look his way.

He ask me questions related to the works he gave me and I answered which he seems pleased with, when am done answering him he give me another work to do. Can I sleep in my room tonight I ask in a small voice. I can feel his eyes on me for sometime before he look away. Sure, he said and I let out a sign of relief. When am done eating my meal, am about to leave but I stop, I need mom number, I ask not sure if he will give me or not.

He click on his phone and after a minute he hand it over to me. I collect his phone and press the numbers on my phone, I drop it on the dinning table and leave before he could stop me which I guess he wasn't interested in doing. I went to my room and lay down, I can't just stop thinking about him, all my thinking is all about him, I close my eyes and a tears find there ways to my cheeks.