In Love

Chapter 25 Angry, Pissed, Mad

Nikkita Pov

I haven't being myself since morning, I can't even concentrate on my study. Wipe them out, that words keep repeating in my head, it hurting my thoughts really hard. But I force myself to read, I got a lots of work to do, I haven't finished with my work from yesterday and the bastard already add to it. I don't know how long have pass, but I think my brain is over heating. I couldn't study anymore, I lay down on the sofa in the living room and sleep took over me. You've a room and this is the living room, why the fuck are you sleeping here, I heard Olivia irritate voice, waking me up from my wonder land.

I groan and sit up, I look at her irritated. Don't tell me that a drool am seeing, she ask with a raise brow. Am about to reply her when the living room door was push open, a angry Tyler walk in, to say he his angry is an understatement. Every thing fell silent, the temperature in the living drop and it kind of freezing in here. He did not bother with the both of us and walk up the staircase. No one dear to go near him none call him down for dinner, I don't even dear to, I don't want to die now. I couldn't eat properly, his mood affects me greatly. Don't ask how, I won't be able to answer that. How? My inner thought ask. I groan and stand-up from my seat. I walk up the staircase with my heart in my hands.

I stand infront of his door, maybe I should just go to my room tonight, I don't think this is a good ideal. I think he his piss, I don't want my presence to piss him even more. I turn the door knob and went in slowly, I couldn't even breath, I walk in and lock the door behind me, I look around and spot him laying down on the bed with his mask already off, I couldn't see his face because he rest his arm on his forehead. I walk toward the bed, I lay down beside him leaving a lots of distance between us. But I couldn't sleep, my heart keep racing. I close my eyes and turn my body to his side, I move a little bit closer to him. I raise my head up and look at his face, he has his eyes closed.

Maybe because he has his eyes close, I have the courage and move closer to him, barely leaving a distance between us. He did not even move or say anything to make me know if he his sleeping or not. Anyway am already into this, No backing out. It not like you her raping him, my subconscious said, like I have the gut, I scoff back. I wrap my hand around his waist and rest my head on his chest. That a bold move, my subconscious said once again. I felt his heart moving and I try calming my heart beat. Can't sleep, I heard him said. I almost remove my head from his chest. Almost... I did not say anything because right now am trying to calm my racing heart. I felt his hand smoothing my hair. Can't sleep, he ask once again.

Am scared, I reply truthfully. Why? He ask. Because you were angry, mad and pissed when you come in. He let out a deep and heart warming chuckle, is that so, he ask. I shake my head yes. From his tone, I know he isn't angry anymore. I felt him wrap his hand around my waist and I felt butterflies in my stomach, it like am being touched my eclectic, the way it shocked you the difference is, this awake some deep feelings I never knew exist. I felt butterflies in my stomach whenever he touched me, am just too scared to notice, my subconscious reminds me. That a lie, I think this is the first time he touch me, I said. My subconscious scoffed and I also do the same back to her.