In Love

Chapter 20 Fucked Up Life

Tyler Pov

I went to my room, I take a shower put on my pajamas and lay down on my bed. I don't think this is s a good ideal, I know am getting attached to her, I need to stop this. If she stay in my room for a month or more, I know am never going to let go, but I got to, she's too innocent to get drag in my fucked up life. There was a knock on my door snapping me out of my daze. I still has my mask on me. Come in, I said and Nikk walk in. She couldn't meet my gaze, it like she's meeting her boyfriend which am not. I raise my brow at her. Where's it? What, she ask curiously.

I thought you're here to study not something else but I think I get it all wrong. I did not tell me to bring any books, but I don't want her to think about anything more than she's here to read. You did not ask me to bring any, she said in a small voice. Oh so I need to tell you that, I ask her. I will be right back, she said and went out of my room. I take in a deep breath, I know it my fault, I never told her we're going to start studies tonight but I want to be hard on her which I found hard to do. The door was push open and I raise my brow at the person who enter my room without knocking. Don't you knock, I ask her. I came in not long, so I know you will be expecting me, she said and walk in further. Lock the door, I said coldly not finding a reply for her answer.

I stand-up from my bed and went to sit down on the sofa in my room, she sit down beside me and we get to business. I explain every damn thing to her like she's in high school. I take in a deep breath of frustrated, this is the third time am explaining this to her and still, she did not get it. I can't start explaining a high school work to her, she doesn't has that much time, I can use my connection to get her into the school of her choice but she won't agree to that and here we are. Am sorry, I heard her said tiny. I explain the work to her for the last time and ask her some questions, she failed terribly, I close the note book and she look at me with tears in her eyes.

I know she's still scared of me, for her to understand and like everything am going to teach her, she got to feel comfortable with me first. Should have thought about this before agreeing to be her tutor. Let continue tomorrow, I said and stand-up. She also did the same. But you're going to work tomorrow, she said looking down. I will call you and we can continue, I said forcing out a smile. But I don't have a phone, she said pouting. Fuck I feel like kissing that pouting lips of hers. Leave that to me, I said and walk to my bed and lay down to have some sleep because it already pass midnight. Did you plan on standing their all day, I ask with a smirk and she blush while taking small steps toward the bed.

She lay down on the other side of me leaving enough space in the middle of us, she's literally sleeping at the Edge of the bed. I smile and shake my head, she always put a smile on my face one way or the other. Good night I said and I hear a small good night. I can bet she's blushing furiously. I take out my phone and sent a message to Lucia, he his my right hand man in my mafia, he his also my P.A at the company