In Love

Chapter 39 My Woman

Nikkita Pov

I Love You, I said the words and everything fell silent. It being more than five minutes, none of us said anything. We just lay down in each other embrace, my hold on him tighten when he release a breath. I don't do love, why don't choose wisely because I can't love you properly. My heart ache, when he said that words. If I could choose any one in this world, it will still be you, I told him. Even if am a monster, he ask.

Even if you're a monster which you're not, you still deserve to love and be loved, I said and raise up my head to look at him just to see him looking at me. He look into my eyes and said, I might disrupt your life. Not all storms come to disrupt our life, some comes to clear our path. If you be with me, your life might be in danger, he said. I know he just want me to hive up which am not ready to do. I know and---

I didn't fell in love with you because I was lonely or lost, I fell in love with you because after getting to know you, I realise that I want to make you a permanent part of my world, I Love You, I said and before I knew it, He pull me closer to him and kiss me hard. This is my first kiss and just like that it gone, anyway, I did not regret it, infact I love it. He bit on my lips and I moan into his mouth. He his rough and I can't keep up to his pace. Am already out of breath and I think I will collapse soon but he pull away from me. Are you sure about this? He ask. Yes, I said breathless.

You're my woman, understand, he ask with a smirk. His woman, I like that, he kiss my lips once again and bit on my lips. When he pull away, he put his finger under my chin and make me look into his eyes, you're now my woman, he repeat his words. I smile and peck him on his lips, yes your woman. Let sleep, he said and put his head in the crook of my neck, good night, he said. Good night, I said with a smile.

Have never being more than happy, but today, I am. I'm really happy.

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The next morning when I wake up the space beside me is already empty, I went to take a shower before going downstairs but I couldn't find him, I ask a maid and I was told he already leave. It was all a dream, so I was dreaming, why did it felt so real. It all felt so real. He called me his woman, so it all a dream, I don't know when I start tearing up not until I felt some wetness on my cheeks.

What got your heart broken, a voice said to me with a scoff. I know it Olivia, she's the one who had the gut to say something like that, I bit my lower lips but said nothing. We will be expecting a baby soon, don't tell him, I want to surprise him, she said all of a sudden. Baby, my voice break. Yeah a baby, she smile happily. She came to the sofa and sit down beside me. Please promise me you won't tell him, I want to surprise him, she said holding my hands.

Have never seen her this happy, her eyes are glittering with happiness. I use the back of my hand to clean my tears. Sure am not in the position to tell him and why should I tell him in the first place, I assured her before standing up. I went to my room, not his room, but mine. I lay down on my bed and cry my eyes out. He his already taken away from me before he could become mine.