Deadly Betrayal | Jimin FF ✓

Chapter 48

"No I didn't."

"Swear on that!" He said to me.

"I c-can't. I don't remember." I looked away from him.

"See. You're a straight up liar. Like you always were." He kept pointing at me.

"Then how are you going to explain my father's death!? Who killed him? Do you remember what happened that night? Tell me!!"
Tears on the verge of falling.

"I don't remember okay! I was just too shocked after seeing my father laying on the floor lifelessly."

"You just have a one memory, of seeing me with a gun and your father laying lifelessly. That's it. Did you see me shooting it on him?" I was too much angry at all this allegations at me now. I don't remember everything but I know I can't kill Mr. Park, I just can't.

"Then why are you not sure that you didn't kill him!?"

I was sure but now that he asked me I am not anymore.

"I-I don't remember anything." I said looking at him.

"Huh! I knew it! You and your excuses. You're a liar."

Maybe I was? I just don't know anymore.

It happened way back when I was around 8 years old. I hardly remember anything because I lost my dad that day and after some days mom too, so all this grief took over my head and only thing I remembered was my loneliness and sadness. I was taken in by my now family, and Jimin was taken back to his mafia world.
I lost my father. Mother. Then a friend. The trauma was so much at a small age that it affected my memory. I never was able to remember the details of that event, even thinking about it gives nothing but blank scenarios in my head.

"Then just kill me already." I said tears flowing down my face.

"You think I'll give you freedom that easily after everything?"

"Then give me the pain! Why do you always hurt someone else close to me or all those around me!? First my officers and then even Hyerii! That girl, I can't explain how wrong you were to do that to her. Why can't you just hurt me Jimin?" He frowned.

"Those people are your close ones now? What about me? I was someone close to you. You didn't feel anything for me back then, but now you feel hurt seeing them in pain?"Jimin said.

"Like you already said Jimin. You were someone close to me, not anymore. You don't even know what I went through, it always has to be you and yourself, like other's never got a life. If you're happy, it doesn't matter how much the person infront is in pain. You just think about yourself! YOU'RE SELFISH! YOU ALWAYS WERE!!" I said what he didn't wanted to hear.

Doesn't he understand that I was kid, and I went through myself alot too. What was he doing when I was in trauma? Where was he when I cried every day missing my parents and him?
He knew nothing about what I went through. I wish I could say it but I just didn't wanted too, because how can someone be so dumb and selfish that he can't feel or atleast see a little bit of what the person infront have went through? Atleast he could have thought about my condition, once, but no! All he cared was his parents, his feelings, his trauma.

He grabbed me by my nape and pulled me close to his face.

"I am not selfish."

He never liked being selfish, from the time he was a kid. He thought himself to be someone who cares about everyone, someone who never cares about himself but care for others first. I was breaking that image of himself. I always did that.

"You are! You know why? Because you took everything away from me. You say I took everything? But what about what you did to me? What about the injustice you did a mother!?" I pointed at him.

"I took your father away, I took your mother away away, okay, I won't say anything to that. But you took away a daughter from a mother, someone you called your mother. She never did anything bad to you, did she? All she gave you was love and you took away her life. You may have the right to do this to me, but you had no right to do that to her. Did you ever think how she'll feel about you when she knows that I'm alive? But don't worry, I won't be the one telling her that." I said and he loosened his grip.

"I know I'm doing the right thing." He said through gritted teeth.

"Why don't you look into a mirror and say that? Maybe that'll help you realise some truth." I said it on his face. "Stop it. Now." He growled. "I won't. Even if it's takes my life." I said and he grabbed my nape again, pulling me closer.

Our nose touching each other, our breaths slow, our minds in the deep darkness of our pasts, and our eyes holding a strong hate towards eachother.

We may have been someone special to eachother in the past. But now it was nothing more than enemy. There was only place of hate between us now, even if something grew between us, it'll eventually get killed by the hate between us.

"Okay then. Run now." He let me go. I slowly took a step back, still facing him.

I don't know why I feel this sadness in me whenever I see those look of hatred in his eyes for me, but it always hurt me alot, like a knife piercing straight through my heart.

I slowly turned away from him and started to run away from him.

He had his gun in his hands and he started to aimlessly shoot it at me.

The flowing of tears increased as I ran, ran away from him, like before.

He was holding the gun the same way he did years back.
That time he shot just one bullet, but this time he fired as many as he could.
Back then he shot at a 9 year old, now he was shooting at a much older person, which still had a part of the heart of that 9 year old, which still had the feelings of that 9 year old.
Then he shot at his friend, but now he was shooting at his biggest enemy.

But one thing didn't change, he was still shooting at someone, who hated him just like the way when he first shot at her.

I hate you Park Jimin.

The shooting stopped but I still kept on running.

How did we become like this Jimin?

Next time I'll see him, he'll be nothing more than just the enemy we were once.

My lungs were starting to burn. The pain in my head increased and after sometime I blacked out.

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