Chapter 50

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I don't know what happened to Jimin, but something did happen, because after that day, he would check up on me, not like Yoongi did. He would check if I ate my meals, my medicine, and even would monitor my training to see if I exhausting myself or not.

He would take me out on walks, well he denied that he was taking me on a walk, but I'm pretty sure that it was a walk.
He would take me out in the yard and would tell me to take some vitamin D under the sun, and while I would walk around, he would follow behind me, quietly walking.

Maybe he was trying to convince me that he's not selfish and that is why he was caring for me? But it was not necessary, in my opinion.

Even when the others would discuss about me as a member, he would not say anything that opposed it. He would not agree but never did he even disagreed. It was weird for me, because earlier he would get really pissed at even the idea of me joining.

Did my words really hit him that hard? Is he trying to change? Or maybe I'm thinking to much of myself.

"You know they are talking about adding you in the security force." Jungkook said as he places a plant beside me.

We were now in the small nursery of his.

"That's very bad decision of yours." I scoff, while I sprayed the leaves of the plants, cleaning them. "Why?" He asked, stopping his work. "Because I'm still a big threat, a police officer as your security incharge? That's stupid, and very bad. I wouldn't do that if I were you." I said. "You helped us during the blast, and even rescued the aunts." He said. "I did that for myself and not for you all." I said. "For yourself?"

I went to get the spray can refilled while Jungkook continued his work, but still waiting for an answer.

"Aunt Sierra, took care of me alot. So I needed to give that back to her too. " I said, and I continued spraying. "It's understandable, but you risked your life. You stayed back so that they'll get out, will you still do that for someone you met for such a short time?" He asked. "Yes. I'll do the same." I answered sternly.

He sighed and shrugged his shoulders. "Anyways, tomorrow we got a meeting. We'll be going out." He announced. "Why are you telling me that? Are you taking me?" I joked. "No. But Jimin's staying back to look after you." I chocked at what he said.

"Jimin?" I confirm. "Yes. You know he's alot more caring about you now, and I'm so happy that he's forgiving you." He smiled. "I don't think he have forgiven me yet." "What did you even do that he behaved like that to you?" He questioned. "You'll know when you need to." I said and he let out a breath, looking pissed. "Why do everyone always says that?" He whined. I laughed at his reaction.

"Then tell me what did he do that you hated him?" He asked all of sudden, and I stopped laughing. I thought for a while. "He…I knew him, and he was my friend. We both did things that hurted eachother and now we both haven't moved on yet. Maybe we both want to get over it, move on, but it's just too hard to forget and forgive." My lips made a thin line, a weird smile.

I woke up with a headache, so I got myself to the kitchen.
I didn't have any headache medicine or painkillers in the room, so I walked up to the kitchen to have a cup of coffee or a glass of water would be fine too.

On my way I passed by Terra and Gina, they have been keeping their distance from me these past days. I've been seeing them, but they always walked away first whenever I approached them.
I know that they think I'm the reason for what happened to Hyerii, because Terra knows about the pendrive and even told Yoongi about it. I'm not angry at her, I totally understand what she has been going through too.
But I wonder will she even listen to my side, probably not.

No maids were present in the kitchen, I looked outside from the window and some of them were out but I didn't wanted to go and call them back. So as I was too lazy to do anything, I just drank some cold water.

The headache was still there, so I stood there massaging my temple.

"Here, have this." I turned and Jimin tossed a slip of pills on the counter. I instantly took it after I saw that it was a painkiller.
I sat on the seat, next to the counter and rested my head on my arms, closing my eyes, as I wait for the painkiller to work.

"You want to eat?" He asked and I hummed in response.

After a few moments, he placed a plate infront of me. I lift my head up and it was a fruit salad with yogurt in it. I took it, and start to eat it. It was okay, not bad.

"You want coffee? It may help with the headache?" He asked. "Nah, I'm fine. But if you want to drink some, I don't mind." I say and he actually started to make coffee.

He placed the coffee mug beside me on the counter. I slide the mug towards my lips and breathe in its aroma. Jimin sat beside me, take a bite from the plate of fruits.

I took a sip, as I contemplate whether to ask him about this behaviour of his. Will he go back to his normal behaviour if I ask or will he still continue to be like this?

"You said you don't remember anything?" He spoke and I turned to him. "I…I never wanted to believe what I saw. But it was what I saw, so I couldn't deny it too." He stared into my eyes. "Yesterday Jungkook came to me, he said that friends deserves second chances. What do you think?" Jimin added.

Not knowing what to answer to that, I took the plate and walk out of the kitchen. It was weird, and disrespectful of the situation we were having, but I felt awkward and out of words.
The fact that we're always arguing and everything else but act and speak like this with eachother is weird for me.

Is he really wanting to change? He was and is very stubborn, is it so easy to change for him? Just some words?

Later that evening, after all day of me trying to avoid him, he knocks on my door. And then enters with a bundle of photo album. He placed them on the bed and told me to take a look at them to pass time whenever I want, and leaves them with me.

After he left, I glance through the photos. This albums had alot of my pictures too. And I recognised some of the people in the pictures to be the members, they looked similar to their adult selves.

I knew the boys for a long time. But I had completely forgotten about them. It's weird.
I've been a big problem for all of them, I don't know how they'll react when they find out I'm Sierra's daughter. How will mom react?

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I've been so focused on their hate that it's becoming weird for me to start the love 😶
Anyways, I hope you liked reading the chapter.
And take care of yourselves and family and be healthy.
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